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I jumped in fear when the door bust open 

“ Stop barging inside my room Carl”i yelled at my brother angrily 

“Uncle Dante is here” he yelled back and I rushed into the bathroom to freshen up

Uncle Dante was my favorite because he was always around whenever my father would go long trips,He call me his favorite too and have secretly been teaching her how to shoot,I know my father won’t be happy when he hears that ,its me and Dante’s secret and I don’t intend on telling anyone else he said his going to stop if i tell. 

After i freshened up,I quickly rushed downstairs 

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY “ Everyone yelled and my jaw dropped 

I turned to my Father and saw him holding a huge gift box and my mom was holding a huge pink princess cake ,i hated pink but I’m

A cold night

He walks towards me and writes a note,

I don't open my eyes ,I don't move until he leaves

He drops it by the bed and watches for a second then he leaves,

I adjust the drip on my hand and pick the paper up

Is soon going to feel like an eternity, that I don't know,

I sit upright for the first time in like forever,

I miss sitting ,I miss date and rosa and car,

He hears me groan ,I hear myself too

I said I am fine ,I will tell you all about it when I get to the house,

Okay he said not satisfied with the talk but he allows me have my space

He says he and aunt rosa miss me , he tells me car called and he asked of me

He tells me about carl's roommates

He tells me he will like to see me soon.

He hangs up and I heave a sigh of relief

I call carl and we talk for a while

He tells me about Hendrix , emilia and Ethan.

I don't tell him much I just listen to him.

I am happy he is making friends ,I am worried about Hendrix though, but I don't say anything.

I listen and my silence echo and he knows I miss him.

I miss his composure and strength but I mid his weirdness.

I just listen to him and then he said something

I am not your boyfriend, he said laughing

He says" alright sis I have to go, later

I am really tired now and hungry but my legs are too week to leave the bed,

I am starting to feel abandoned, I feel alone

I want to eat something now ,I want to drink too juice and shakes,

Some meatballs ,I want to eat a whole lot of things.

But I can't order ,I will need to go open the door and pay on delivery,

I think calling Antonio will be a good choice but then I dismiss the thought

He will be too busy but why should I care I say dialling his cell.

When it starts to ring I realize it is a mistake,

But I don't hang up until he picks

I am hungry I said in a soft voice,

I look at the cell my brow furrowed.

I can't invite anyone to his apartment ,I can't say where I am.

After a while the door opens and I see Antonio holding pizza

Chapter forty