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I jumped in fear when the door bust open 

“ Stop barging inside my room Carl”i yelled at my brother angrily 

“Uncle Dante is here” he yelled back and I rushed into the bathroom to freshen up

Uncle Dante was my favorite because he was always around whenever my father would go long trips,He call me his favorite too and have secretly been teaching her how to shoot,I know my father won’t be happy when he hears that ,its me and Dante’s secret and I don’t intend on telling anyone else he said his going to stop if i tell. 

After i freshened up,I quickly rushed downstairs 

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY “ Everyone yelled and my jaw dropped 

I turned to my Father and saw him holding a huge gift box and my mom was holding a huge pink princess cake ,i hated pink but I’m

A cold night

Amber looks at the beretta in her hands it just drilled a hole in a man's head,

Antonio smiles at her he feels proud

But he doesn't say it, he signals to the boys and they make the body disappear.

They bring Lisa out, "shoot her he says to me"

Why was I asked to shoot Lisa, I looked confused?

"She killed mike and sent him after you", he said

I look at her and there is not even a bit of remorse

on her face, she did not look manhandled just unkempt.

Antonio raises his hand to aim at Lisa and "shoot" he says.

He looks at me now, waiting as he moves backward,

His patience is running low but he doesn't say it.

"Let me make it easy on you," he says

But he does not relent, he looks at me and smile,

Sweat form on my head and the cold run down my back

And just then he corks his gun, and I hear the sound

Loud and clear, heat comes out through the other end of my Barretta

I look at my hand it's shaking, I look at Lisa on the floor she is not moving,

There is blood on her chest, I just killed Lisa

I look at her motionless body until it was taken away.

Words escape me, I try to say to Antonio

This is his doing, this is his fault, but I do not

I look at the body anymore the sympathy is now gone and realization is flowing through me,

As a question popped "will she resist if she was in my place?

No, she wouldn't, she would take the shot but now she is gone so I can't be certain.

So why am I like this, what will grandfather say if he sees me freaking out.

He will replace me with carl, and carl would shoot her, so why am I freaking out?

Antonio walks up to me he runs his hand on my back and I forget for this moment,

I want him to hug me, I want him to hold me but I don't move

I don't say a word, he takes his hand off,

My head screams at him to put it back, but I don't say anything.

We walk out now, it's evening and the air is soothing,

I breathe out all that just happened and I feel good but not as good as his hand on my back.

I want to go to his place, but I have to go to one Philip is waiting for, I told him I will be back,

He is being punished but I have talked to grandfather about it,

So I have to be close to him now, so he doesn't get punished again.

Antonio enters the car, Marco opens the door for me, and we drive off.

I don't say a word to him in the car, he does not say anything to me,

But I can see his eyes he looks pleased, pleased with himself, pleased with me.

I know this is his world, it is also mine too.

Chapter forty two