THINKING ABOUT IT

      Ethan felt bad but he didn't know why exactly he felt bad after hearing her say it was a mistake. Had it not been a mistake when he had gone into that kitchen and had tried to stop her from drinking herself to stupor? Had it not been a mistake carrying her into her room? Had it not been a mistake, kissing her back? He himself had thought it all a mistake when he was alone, so why was he feeling hurt hearing it from her? 

      Maybe because of how true she had said it, how she he had meant it that it insinuated nothing. He think he could handle it. It was a matter of hours before he gets over it. He was not one to hold on to where he was needed. The only thing he has really ever put up a fight was his inheritance.  He was one that moves on in a matter of hours, so this unexplainable—whatever he had for his roommate was also going to die down. He was just at the crux of lust and it would die down in no tome. 

        Faith went into her room, her heart racing she sat down at the edge of her bed, trying to calm her racing heart. It had been a good thing that she had cleared the air, after all, she had been drunk that night and he knew she would never have done that if she was sober enough. But, why was she having that feeling? That feeling almost as if she had done something she was going to regret. 

     She climbed her bed. She had come here to start up a new life, not to run into another hopeless guy that would only ruin her at the end. She had not planned for anything, she was not cheap and she was not a slut. What was he trying to do? Did he want them to pretend that nothing happened that night and carry on with life? Then, it would happen again and before she would know it, they were sex buddies. 

      She sighed and turned over to the other side of the bed. She knew that he didn't look like that kind of person. But, it's not written on the face. She had never had random sex, she had not even kissed a random guy before. 

 All the guys she had kissed, have been dating her, therefore, their relationship were all defined all those guys had asked her out. Never was she going to be sex buddies with anyone. 

        She sighed again and turned to lie on her other side. Look how far her thinking had gone. Who said he even wanted her as a sex buddy? He had a girlfriend right? If he wanted sex, he wouldn't have to look somewhere else. She turned to the other side of the bed and sighed and suddenly, the memory of that night came vivid in her head and she shut her eyes very tight to blurt if out. It was all Nora's fault, if she hadn't put it in her subconsciousness that he was hot, she wouldn't have done anything stupid that night. She was more embarrassed than sober.