Lise had never felt more ashamed in her life than right now.
"We have to go after him!"
"Lise! You have to stay here, okay?!"
The roiling swirl of conflicting emotions threatened to overwhelm her own thought processes. She might say that it was the same as when she was at that... bad place in time, but the way she was feeling right now was arguably worse than having to lose all of her hope and drive in life...
She had argued with her Big Brother... Lise! Arguing with Brother! It was both exhilarating and terrifying to even think of herself going into a screaming match with the one Person that she cared about most in the world. To think that screamed at Him right in the face... and to experience first-hand her Brother's ire...
Her chest felt like it was going to explode.
"I-I did this...."