CHAPTER 29 Can't Trust

  Annie

  What was happening to me? How can two guys like me at the same time? I only saw things like this in movies or read about it in books. But it was happening to me now?

  Before this, no one even paid any attention to me! I was invisible. I don't know what to do. I feel so confused!

  I know I have a big crush on Evan, so my heart hammered against my chest when he kissed me. I was so happy he desired me. I wanted him to touch me more. But he confused me and scared me sometimes, so I kept pushing him away. Whenever I got close to him, I felt like he would end up hurting me.

  Just like everyone else in my school.

  In elementary school, I thought I had a best friend named Kimmy. I used to go to her house to play dolls with her. She had this huge, realistic-looking dollhouse I loved. I used to look at it and fantasize about living in a house like that.