Chapter 15

~Unknown~

I've been making as many phone calls as possible to figure out the best way to ensure I get pregnant before the month is out. I have met a few witches over the years, but they are not always eager to help werewolves. I finally found one that would help me with my task if Plan A doesn't work out.

Plan A….I can’t believe that I'm actually considering this plan, but I don’t really have much of a choice. It shouldn’t be this hard to get pregnant. Malachi and I are both young and healthy, so it should have happened years ago. It doesn’t matter because I'm determined to make sure that I solidify my spot in this pack and Malachi’s life by the month’s end.

I'm on my way to Malachi’s office. He mindlinked me a few minutes ago, saying that we needed to talk. I hope it isn't going to be the same type of talk as before. I’d rather not be choked again. Malachi actually hurt my feelings last time when he threatened me as he did. I knew he had that side to him, but he had never been that way with me.

I reached Malachi’s office door and turned the knob to walk in. I can't believe what I see as I turn my eyes to Malachi’s desk; Malachi is sitting in his chair facing the office door. His legs are spread wide, and his head is leaning back on the chair. On the floor, in front of him, is some Omega. She is on her knees with her head bobbing up and down in a swift motion. The slurping sounds were so loud and disgusting. My mouth had hit the floor, and I was at a loss for words.

Malachi must have smelled my presence because he pulled his head down to look at me. He had a smirk on his face, and his hand was on the Omega’s head, helping her keep rhythm. “Ah, you made it. That's enough Tracy; you can go.” The Omega, Tracy, slowly lifts her head and wipes her mouth.

“I wasn’t done yet; you didn’t get to finish in my mouth,” she said while running her hands up and down his thigh. Malachi grabbed her by her throat and pulled her in close.

“I said that was enough and that you can go. DO NOT forget your place and who the hell I am. Get out NOW!” Malachi tosses Tracy to the side. Tracy hits the wall and tries to stifle a cry. She scrambles to her feet and rushes past me, trying now to cry. I cross my arms and look at Malachi.

“What the fuck was that about? Now I am to watch you get off with other women?”

“Oh love, don’t be sour,” Malachi says, placing himself back in his pants and zipping up. “She means nothing to me, and you are still my wife. I just wanted you to understand how easy it would be to replace you. I haven’t seen you doing much, and the days just keep passing.”

“I don’t need you to worry about what I'm doing. I heard what you said, and you will have your heir as requested. Next time you want to give me a show, don’t.” I turn on my heel and start to head toward the office door. Behind me, Malachi laughs, and I slam his office door shut. It's time to make sure I have everything to accomplish my plan.

~Kehlani~

Damn!!! My damn heat already?! It would come at the worst possible time. I have someone after me, sending random rogue attacks and Jayden, my fated who hasn’t accepted me yet, is visiting to get to know me. What the hell am I supposed to do right now?

You know what to do!

Kai, we can’t do that.

It hurts, and mate can make it all better.

I realize that, but it's too soon. I don’t want our first time to be like this, Kai.

Only mate can make it all better and take away the pain.

This truly sucks, and I don’t know how to fix it. Jayden calls Jax while we are on the way back to the packhouse to make sure I can get back into the house with no incidents. It's hard on all unmated males when a female is in heat. I may be the Alpha, but if I catch the attention of any unmated males right now, my Alpha commands will fall on deaf ears.

We finally make it back to the packhouse, and Jayden pulls me out of the car and takes me into my room. He gently lays me on the bed and turns to walk away. “Wait, where are you going?”

Jayden turns to look at me. His eyes are flashing between black and green. It is clear he is fighting for control. Jayden closes his eyes, takes a breath, and exhales while running his hands down his face. “I don’t think it would be best to stay here. You are going through heat, and I know this is not how you want us to have sex the first time. I think the best thing would be for me to go while I still can.”

“Please, Jayden…..please. I'm in so much pain, and I want you so badly. I know this is not how I want this to happen, but there has to be something that you can do to help.” Usually, after you meet your mate, you go into heat. Since I'm of Alpha blood, my heat is hitting a lot faster than usual. I definitely didn’t think it would be when we were spending time getting to know each other. I want Jayden; I have wanted him since I first saw him. I don’t want him this way, but I know that he is the only person who can help me through this. There has to be something he can do to help me through this heat.

“Well…..” Jayden just looks at me for a minute. He then slowly starts to walk toward me. “I guess I can try something. If you trust me, I promise to do what I can without going too far.”

All I could do was nod ‘yes’ as I watched him move closer to me. Jayden sits on the bed next to me and gently caresses my cheek. The sparks are intense, and my face feels so cool where he touches me. From my cheek, his finger trails my jawline to my chin. From my chin, his finger trails down my neck and stops at the neck of my top. Everywhere I feel his touch, my skin goes from hot to cool, then back to hot when his touch leaves my skin. Jayden leans in and gently touches his lips to mine. I thought I had felt sparks before, but this feels like fireworks on my lips. It's amazing and not enough. I grab his shirt, and I smash my lips on his. I use my tongue to trace his upper lip, and I feel his tongue along my bottom lip. His taste is so sweet, like nothing I have ever experienced before. His hands move under my top, trailing along my stomach and up toward my breasts. Once there, his hand cups my left breast and his thumb gently circles my nipple through my bra. It feels good, but it's not enough.

I push Jayden down on the bed and straddle him. I grab the hem of my top and yank it over my head in an effort to get as much skin-to-skin contact with him as I can. Jayden stops me by putting a hand on my stomach and sitting up. He kisses me, open-mouthed, along my collarbone. “If. you. go. this. fast. I. won’t. be. able. to stay. in. control.” He says between each kiss along my chest and the top of my breasts. It is excruciating, to say the least, but it feels oh-so-good.

Jayden starts to kiss my marking spot while unfastening my bra and letting it fall down my arms. Jayden flips us over, with me on my back and him hovering over me. He unbuttons my pants while kissing me passionately. His lips trail along my jawline and down my neck while his hand caresses the area where the edge of my panties lie. Jayden kisses down my breast, inhaling my nipple, using his tongue to circle it again and again. At the same time, his hand has made it inside my panties, using a finger to caress each lip one at a time. He uses his teeth to nip at my nipple while his finger swipes up, again and again, spreading my wetness around. Jayden removes his mouth and finger and sits up on his knees.

He takes a boot off at a time; then he uses both hands to pull my panties and pants off my body completely. I'm aching to get his hands and body back on me. Almost as if he can read my mind, Jayden bends down to meet our lips together while using a hand to trail up my legs to settle at my center. I can feel the heat, the cool from his touch, and my wetness slowly fall down my legs. Jayden increases the intensity of our kiss, using his tongue to caress my top and bottom lip. He bites my bottom lip and pushes his tongue in my mouth when I gasp at the feeling. Jayden’s hand has started its assault on my core again, caressing and stroking.

Jayden’s lips leave mine and start to travel down my jaw to my chin. He uses his tongue to trail from my chin to the middle of my breasts. As Jayden is sucking each nipple, he uses his hands to spread my legs and moves between them. His open-mouthed kisses leave their marks as they trail down my stomach to my core. Jayden looks up enough to look me in my eyes, seeking my permission to continue. I can’t find my voice, so I simply nod and brace myself for what is to come. Jayden lowers his head so that his mouth is hovering over my core. Jayden holds my gaze as he uses his tongue to lick my nub. The sparks mixed with his warm tongue make me feel as if I'm freefalling. My eyes roll in the back of my head, and my hands grip the sheets. Jayden continues to lick my nub as if licking a popsicle, long strokes of his tongue from bottom to top. He then sucks my nub into his mouth and uses his tongue to trace circle after circle.

My toes start to curl, and I can’t find my voice to make any sound at all besides unintelligible grunts. Jayden starts to suck on my nub as if it were my nipple, and I'm not sure how much more I can take. I wonder if he plans on servicing my pocket like he is servicing my nub. Again, as if reading my mind, Jayden pushes a finger inside me, and I moan in ecstasy. Jayden is sucking my nub while pumping his finger in and out of my pocket. I'm squirming and pulling his hair, attempting to push him impossibly further into my core. A part of me wonders if he can breathe, but then again, it feels so good that it isn't a great concern. Goddess, help me for my wicked thoughts.

Jayden continues this assault while adding two more fingers inside of me. Each finger addition makes me moan louder. I don't know how much longer I can last. I can feel the build-up inside of me. I'm on the verge of a massive release. Jayden seems to sense this and increases the speed of his fingers as well as the pressure of his mouth and tongue. I'm quickly reaching my peak, about to be undone. Jayden’s fingers stop, and he clamps down on my nub, sucking as if trying to remove it from my body. My eyes shut, and stars illuminate the darkness. I clamp my thighs around his head and scream his name.