Chapter 37

Today is a bit different. In all the days since I found out about the baby, for the first time I looked at it and smiled. The day went quite slowly and I got quite bored.

I'm never really used to staying this idle. Ever since my high-school days, I always worked. I had to buy most of the stuff by myself. At first, I thought my mother could not afford a good life for both of us or at least that is a lie I told myself.

I couldn't continue keeping such a lie the day she died and donated all of her money, 1 million dollars to be exact, to the church, leaving me with nothing. It was also the church that gave the house back to me as an act of mercy I would say. That is how meaningless my life was to her.

The day finally ends and the nighttime is welcome. For exactly 12 hours, I haven't heard from him. I miss him. I want him here so badly. With every project coming up for him and the group, it kills me that he might be busy with all the work and might forget about me.

My attention is drawn to the knocked door. I get up from the couch and walk as fast as I can towards it. My eyes wide open and jump on him in excitement, feeling him smiling as he wraps his hands around me as I fix my legs around his waist. Now I feel like I can finally breathe.

"I miss you," I tightened my hands around his shoulders. Both his perfume and natural aroma click so well in my nose.

"I miss both of you," He says as he closes the door with one hand, "How was your day?"

"Lonely,"

He chuckles, "But it was the two of you, so why was it lonely?"

" Because you weren't here dummy!" I lightly slap his back.

"Ahhh,"

"And baby Zee is fine," I tell him.

"Baby zee, huh," He walks towards the living room.

"Yep, and 'Zee' liked all the food you prepared for us," He chuckles, probably because he keeps hearing me saying the name of the baby that he invented this morning.

"I see," He places me on the nude green couch and sits beside me.

"So, how was your day?" I ask him.

"It was tight. Too tight. I thought my throat would get dry from practising the songs from two albums,"

"Remind me why it has to be two things at a time?" I turn him so that his back faces me. My hands start working their magic on massaging him.

"Because soon, I will enlist and damn, that is exactly what I needed," I can only imagine his eyes are closed, from time to time biting his lips.

"I got the energy thanks to the love you shower me with, even though I am far from being perfect," He gives a relief sign. I bite my lip.

"You are smiling now aren't you?" He doesn't say a word. He just looks down. Now he is back to being a baby. I get off my position and straddle him, making him look at me. His lips are extended enough to see his dimples.

"What?" I raise his chin and he just shakes his head. I look at his fine lips before I press mine on them, gently and slowly. His hands move in small circles on my back and I can already feel the excitement through his rocky hard member which I missed so damn much. These days I am too excited.

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"And I thought you were tired," I say between the kisses as he lays me down.

"You always find ways to make me all worked up," He smirks as he tears my dress.

"Damn,"

"Fuck!" He unbuckles his belt and lets his member kiss the air, "Suck it," A demand that sends shivers down my spine. I kneel on the floor while he sits, laying his back on the couch. I look at him as I let the warm air from my mouth hit his cock, making him close his eyes before I start leaking it like my life depends on it. I love the feeling I get when he can't seem to sit still because of me.

In no time, he pulls me to the couch and hovers me and the rest is done in moans and pleasures, ending it with loud breaths and holding each other tighter than ever.

"I will never sit on people's couches again," He says at the sight of us being covered in sweat and his liquids, making me laugh with the little energy I have left.

"I take it you will always imagine something happened,"

"Especially those who live alone. Take my brothers for example. Do you think they've never done something like this before?"

"Especially Kai," I say. To be honest, I always have a feeling he is a really bad boy. And may nobody blame me for having such a thought.

"Trust me. Kai is the most innocent one," His hands start making circles on my back.

"Then who is the naughty one?" Now I'm curious.

"Secret," He gets up from the couch and carries me bridal style, all of the sudden.

"Hey,"

"Let's take a shower, my lady."

I have no idea how the morning arrived and here it is. Turning to the other side, Sehun is still here. Thank God. The sun hasn't risen yet and it's still 6 running to 7. Should I wake him up? My debate is left in vain when my brain registers what my eyes are seeing. His cute and manly face. There was a bit of moustache hair that looked too good on him.

My happy staring ends the moment he opens his eyes like he was already awake. I could have jumped if I wasn't strong enough.

"What?" His voice is low and deep. And after all the time I've spent and the things I did with him, I still find it very hard to be confident around him. There will always be this high pressure that I will have to use extra power to control it.

"Nothing," I tell him. He takes my hand and places it on his nose, smelling it like it's the air he needs. He then kisses it, "Oh, Good morning?" Is that how he greets me?

"Good morning," He looks at me. The hardest moments of my life currently.

"Well, good morning," I look at his chest instead.

"How's Zee?" He extends his hand to the tummy. The smile automatically attaches itself to his face.

"Zee is fine and happy," I sigh as I look at his face.

"Well, Daddy needs to go to work so you can live a luxurious life." He gets up from the bed and goes to the bathroom.

After taking a shower, he cooks breakfast for me and leaves. A few minutes later, my gaze is turned to the door that's knocked like I am a thief and the police have finally caught my location.

I debate with myself if I should open it or not before I decide to open it, my heart pounds the moment I see who it is.

"What are you doing here?"

"I see I am not welcomed here but the exo maknae is,"

"You made it clear you don't want to have anything to do with me so why should I welcome you with open hands?" I try to act. as cool as I possibly can but God knows the hell I feel I'm into every time I see the person.

"You are quite right. I don't want to have anything to do with a lowlife like you," The very same feeling that I had the last time I saw him hits me again. Fear, "Did you do it?" He pushes me and storms inside.

I say nothing.

"Did you fucking do it?"

"Do what?" Another voice, a lower one is heard from behind us. And my heart couldn't beat faster than it already is. My eyes widen as I look down. This is not certainly not a conversation I would want him to hear.

"I really wanted some quiet time with my ex and you couldn't even let me have that, Sehun," Justin Smirks, turning around to look at him.

"Aah, let me guess," Sehun pretends to think, " Is this part where you regret letting a woman go simply because he got someone better than you?" He smirks.

Justin turns around to me, looking at me from head to toe, "This is certainly not a woman to feel jealous over," The disgusting look on his face makes me see red. What the fuck! He turns back to Sehun, "If only you knew how much I used the same hole you are using right now, you'd feel disgusted too,"

Just when I thought I was seeing red, Sehun saw a darker red. Out of the blue, he threw a punch that led Justin straight to the ground. Sehun was about to follow him and throw more of his fists, "Sehun stop it! He's not worth it!" I shout as I run to him.

Justin on the floor was smirking like the real maniac that he is. Getting himself on the floor, he didn't do anything and just went to the door. Just when I thought it was about to be over, he drops another bomb,

"Get rid of that monster. I am not the daddy type and you know it," He breathes as he points his hand at Sehun, "Even if your man has volunteered to be the father, we both know the truth will come out and I will only hurt it," He leaves.

My face looks at looks anywhere but not him.

"Why does he act like he is the father?" He looks at me, I close my eyes. Slight sweat is already filling my hands, "Is there something I need to know?" His voice screams danger.

"Zee, is he really mine?"

I shake my head slowly.

"Answer me!" He shouts

"Nooo!" I cry. I crouch down in disbelief, "Baby Zee is Justin's baby,"

What I was afraid of the most has come true. Just. Like. That.