Am I Doing The Right Thing?

“Are you single?” He asked, “Well I do have another man interested in me who will be taking me out on a date, we haven’t put any labels onto anything yet.” I told him, “I’m happy to share until you pick one of us.” He said, is that what I wanted to be doing? “Really, you think you have a chance with me?” I asked, “Yes, I do.” He stated, “Well aren’t you full of it, am I first since your late wife?” I asked, “No, I have been with three others after her but you’re the first one that I have found attractive since her, and I can feel it could be more than one time thing.” He said, wow what the hell is with these men lately. “And you thought that line would get you in?” I asked, “Well at least a date.” He said, “Well give me your phone.” I told him, and he nods his head, ok handing me his phone I took a selfie, then added my number to the phone with my photo in the contacts while sending a text to my own phone so I have his number, he had received a text I didn’t read it handing it back to him, “You have a message.” I whispered, “All good love, thanks.” He replied.

Standing up to leave he stands in front of me, I hold m breath he smells so good, and my body reacts to him just as it does with Dimitri, can I be that type of girl who has more than one guy on the go? He leans down and places his lips onto mine gently at first then picks up speed, wow my god he is a good kisser. “I look forward to hearing from you beautiful Rhiannon.” He said before turning around leaving me breathless and wanting so much more from him. Wow can I be that type of girl that has two men interested in her, should I tell Dimitri this? He did say he wasn’t keen on having other men touching me, oh bloody hell Rhiannon what have I gotten myself into?

Standing in the food court fingers to my lips, in sheer shock was a good kiss. I am going to need to talk to someone about this and it cannot be my family. That is going to be hard unless I make a phone call to a friend up north and hope they are helpful. I pull my phone out and scroll through looking for my old best friend’s number, wondering if she would answer my phone call? She did make it very clear that I was dead to her for moving to Brisbane and not staying up in Cairns.

“Bitch why are you calling me? Told you to delete my number.” She snapped, “Clearly you didn’t delete it either!” I snapped at him, “Oh I have I just know it off by heart.” She replied, “I just wanted to talk to you, Josephine.” I said, “You only ever want to talk to me when it has something to do with you wanting dick and I no longer care!” She yelled at me, “Jo?” I asked, god what has happened to you Josephine, you’ve never been this bitchy to me before. Moving to Brisbane really that bad? She is wrong about one thing I have always talked to her about everything, not just boys she just never listens by the sounds of it, and that hurts so much.

I headed to the train station and looked up at the map to see which one I need to get onto, finding the right line I head to the platform, pulling out my headphones and turning on my Audible one of my favourite ways to listen to my books. My train arrives I get on and pay attention to the sign that shows what stop is until my stop comes up I get off and head towards the bus station and wait for my bus to arrive.

Jumping onto my bus sitting on the window seat so I can watch what goes past so I can start noticing the area I live in, the bus gets to my stop I jump off and headed towards my house someone starts yelling at me I look up and go fucking no, I know he is not home either to help me out. “That is her the fucking slut he kicked me out for! Is your vagina made out of fucking gold!” Anastasia yelled out at me, “Oh God, what is your problem this time?” I asked, “For fuck sake Anastasia! My brother kicked you out cause you’re a crazy hothead! Leave her out of it!” Another pretty girl yelled out, “Do I need to bring out the pool and jelly?” A male said from the front door, I just kept on walking, I guess the other female is his sister and the other male must be one of his roommates, I can see my mum’s car is in the drive away, good so Charlotte isn’t home by herself.

“Slut did I say you could leave?” She yelled at me, “Last time I checked it’s a free country!” I snapped, “You pay taxes it’s not a free country!” She yelled at me, “Argh! Just go away! Really I have nothing to do with you and go back to the hole you crawled out of!” I yelled back at her, “You will pay for what you have done to me!” She yelled, “I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO YOU!” I yelled so loudly at her, “Anastasia back off! You know dam well she has never done anything to you!” A male yelled out, he walks out of the house with no shirt on heading towards me to be in the middle of us, oh my lord what is with men in that house not wearing shirts? “Get the fuck out of my way Adrian!” she yells at him, while he grabs a hold of his dick which I would say is above average in size too, “If you ever want to ride this dick again you need to back off right now!” he yelled out, “What? Are you serious?” She asked, “I am deadly serious! Dimitri has never been this keen on anyone before and you want to be a crazy person? Your willing to lose all your friends and family over it? Over a man who could never get hard for you? I get hard for you all of the time, how about we blow some steam off in my room now!” He yelled at her, but she didn’t say anything only nodded her head he walks up to her picking her up, and took her inside, wow that was something. The other female looked over at me smiling before rushing towards me. I don’t know if I want to stay here for this or rush off towards my own house, I told Dimitri this would happen why didn’t he listen to me?