Why the tears..?

It was already very late when Camilla got home, she had planned on spending the night at Roman's.

She came down from her car and made her way inside, she didn't even bother to close the door. Her eyes were swollen with tears in them as she walked past the maids and they were all surprised to see her in that state.

She had employed more maids ever since Kimberly left for New York. They know her as an always cheerful and happy lady so why the tears? They thought as they watched her walking upstairs slowly.

She looked pitiful... She was heartbroken...

Getting to her room she stared at the huge teddy bear Roman got her weeks ago that was laying on the bed. Immediately, the image of what she saw minutes ago kept reappearing in her head.

"I thought I could change him.."she mumbled, leaning against the door. Slowly, she slide down, allowing her tears to flow freely down her cheeks.

Hugging her knees tightly, the image clouded her mind making her sob more and more.

"He has been cheating on me all this while and I was stupid enough to think he changed." She mumbled in between sobs.

How could she have such a bad luck when it comes to men..? She thought.

However....

Feeling that the hurt was too much for her to bear no matter how hard she tries to make it go away, it just won't leave her. She stood up and went over to her walk-in closet.

She took off the clothes she was putting on and wore an extreme short black gown that stop just below her butt. She felt uncomfortable immediately she wore the cloth but she cared less.

She was hurt...

She looked around till her eyes landed on the car keys she had dropped when she entered the room. She took it and immediately left the room.

Walking to the parking lot, She entered into her car and brought the engine to life.

"Since it turned out like this, I think we both need to cheat to balance everything..." she mumbled as she wiped her tears using the back of her palm. Locking her seatbelt, she drove out of the house.

Meanwhile...

"Aaaarrrrrrggghhhh!!!!" Roman shouted and suddenly punched the dressing mirror in his room. The mirror shattered instantly leaving a big cut on the back of his palm but he cared less. He continued punching it until it broke to pieces, leaving his blood dripping all over the dressing table.

"Fuck! I hate myself, how could I... how could I do that...?" he muttered trying hard not to let the tears hanging at the corners of his eyes down.

Crying was not his thing but he's beginning to doubt himself since Camilla left his place and Tasha inclusive. He sent her out immediately Camilla left the room.

"I hope she is ok" he muttered sadly and sat on his bed. His eyes were now red and he was no longer squiffy. How can he be when his Cam was mad at him..?

"Cam.." he said and a tears slid out of his eyes.

Suddenly, his phone began ringing and it was a video call from Ethan. He wanted to ignore it as he was not in the mood for a chit chat but on a second thought he changed his mind. Picking the call, Ethan's eyes instantly landed on the disfigured mirror and the scattered room.

"What the.....what....the...hell happened in there..?"He asked, looking around the room from the phone.

"What happened there? is everything alright?" He asked and when Roman looked up at him, he gasped seeing his red tear eyes.

"What the hell happened man? why the tears?" He asked.

"Ethan... Ethan I hurt her, I hurt her terribly.." Roman said.

"Who is she..?" Ethan asked.

"Camilla , my Cam.."he said.

"Who is Camilla?" Ethan asked.

"The girl I met at the bar, the one I told you about... with the..."he said.

"Yess, I remember. So what happened to her?" Ethan asked interrupting him.

"She.. she.. she..." Roman stuttered.

"She what..?" Ethan asked impatiently.

"She.. she.. I mean I was drunk okay... I didn't know what happened but she walked in on me kissing another bitch... and.." Roman said.

"She left.." Ethan completed.

"Yeah..." Roman said with a nod and Ethan sighed.

"Do you mean it?" Ethan asked and he gave a nod.

"Am serious Ethan, am serious... I don't know what to do anymore, am confused. I don't want to lose her...?" He said with a sob.

He had come to love Camilla a lot that whatever it was about her gets to him so easily. He loves and misses her every single second he was not with her. Call it obsession or whatever, he doesn't care as far as he gets to be with his Cam.

That he was able to resist Tasha's charms was because of his love for Camilla that drives him completely insane.

"It's okay, everything will be fine.." Ethan assures.

"But I hurt her badly and am regretting it. If I knew that going to the bar would turn out like this I would have remained home, I pray she forgives me" he said as he let out a sob.

"It's ok.." Ethan said.

"But have you called her...?" Ethan asked.

"Yeah... I've been calling her since but she's not picking up. I don't even know if she got home safely.." he muttered sadly.

"Don't worry, she will come around just give her a little space and also try to clear the misunderstanding before it too late...ok" Ethan said.

"I don't know Ethan, but with the look on her face when she left... I don't think I can give her that space..."Roman said shaking his head.

"Then What do you do now...?" Ethan asked.

"Am going to her..." Roman said plainly standing up and grabbed his jacket.

"But don't you think it's already late.."Ethan said.

"Like I care.." Roman muttered as he hung up the call before Ethan could make him change his mind and immediately walked out of the house.