I choose me ,myself (Anaya pov)

I stare at the glass window , water droplets dripping down

is it always this hard , to love ?

I look around my empty room

I feel tired , broken and mainly hurt

I knew the game , I knew the end but still I dreamed it will change

but nothing changes

it's been a week since he walked out of my door

when you give your everything to someone and they dump you like trash , your world collapses

it feels like your world ended .

But I didn't leave everything behind to come so far to be dumped

I came here because I chose me

and I'll still choose me

If he can choose his family and leave me like I was never a part of his life , I know to choose me and know how to build my life

I don't say that it doesnt hurt

but for a matter of fact ,everything hurts

When you wake up in tears and he's not here

when you want him but he's gone

when you need him but he's left

I loved him

but not anymore

because I love myself

I deserve better