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broken love (Anaya pov )

I look at him ,broken .The pieces looks bright and strong.

he doesn't know

that I'm carrying his child and I'm not sure what's the right time to tell him

our wedding in two days , yet we look miserable

His eyes falls on mine

I smile , a smile which doesn't reach my eyes

But tears pricking my lashes

"I look a mess , feel like a mess .My whole life was a joke , a play and nothing was true .My fear ,my guilt ,my nightmare, the love i trusted"

He gulps the liquor down his throat

He looks at me

His eyes boaring mine

Its isn't love

Its not lust

But its rage

Its betrayal

Its pain

"I need to feel that I am alive " I hear his words

"I want to feel it because nothing is hurting me anymore .

No truth , no love ,no betrayal , no broken trust .

I want to feel the pain , I want to feel it " his steps should caution me , I should stop him but I don't

It's not only him whose broken but me too

I feel like a masochist