Suffering

Ahad POV:

What the fuck?How how can she said that I just want to fuck her?I never thought about her like other girl.I love her.Yes Asad Mir Reza fucking love her.And here she told me that Zain is her fiance. Her fucking fiance.

But baby girl you don't know me.If I said you are mine than you are only mine only mine.If it necessary than I will kill anyone for you.

You are my obsession. I am hell serious about you.I am not let you go.You will stay with me till my last breath.

I thought if i behaved well with you than you come to me but I am wrong.I mistake you as a cute kitten but today I found out that this cute kitten of mine can turn into a wild cat anytime.But I love this side of her also.Everything about you just awesome baby.

Now just wait for me my baby girl to see what I do with you.You thought I want to fuck you but no baby I want to make love with you.And I will do that with you when I make you mine officially.

Baby how can you make this beast to love you so much that I can't even think of my life without you.Without you its just like living in hell.No no I can't miss you in my life cause you are my life.

Here I thinking about us and there you enjoy with your so called fiance. Not done baby that is not done.And that bastard never miss a chance to touch you.I just want to cut off his hands. Ahhhhhhh I don't take it anymore.I need some distraction. Just want to fuck some bitch.Yeah I can fuck some bitch its relaxed my nerve and I will be feel better after that.

Sorry baby I need this right now.I try my best but you you pissed me off. Today I really need this.I can't take it anymore.

Now I sat on the bar counter and from here I can see her.She is dancing with Zain.Ahhhh she is talking and smiling with him.

I already drink 20 shots of votka.Ahhh I just can't take it anymore.I just need someone to release my anger & frustration on them right now.

And here come Ms Lura waltone. She is employee of our marketing department. She is such a bitchy and clingy type of girl.Many times so tried to seduced me but I didn't give any damn to her bitchy act. But today she will be my prey.She come to me and touch my manhood directly.

This type of girl just want money. Thats why I loved to fuck tham hard. I take Lura to one of our guest room.

Here she started her bitchy act.But when she try to kiss me I pushed her and she fall in the ground.How dare she try to kiss me?Ahad never ever kiss anyone.

I just pick her form the ground and riped here dress with one go.But when I just going to inter her Nabia's face come infront of me.

No no I can't do this to my baby.How can I do this to her.She is my love and here I am with this bitch.

She was right I am such a playboy.I don't deserve her.Baby sorry.Just forgive me this time.I never going to do this kind of things with other.From now on I am going to be a good boy for you.

I leave Lura without any word. Just give her money and told her to leave.And I go to my room.Take my medicine and try to clam down myself.

Nabu baby I am trying my best.Please try to understand me just once.I love you baby.I love you. I can't live without you.

Just look at me right now.The playboy and cassinova of the town Ahad don't want to touch any girls other than you.

Baby I need you in my dark life.I just need you nothing else.You are my hope and you are my sunshine.

Ahhhhh why did't this damn medicine start its work.I can't albe to control myself much longer.And I might be do something wrong that I don't want to. Yes yes I can take one more pill .I just take one more medicine.

After 30 minutes I feel my body is going to numb.I could't even breath properly. I heard some noise. Someone calling me & telling me to not lose my sense.But why this girl is look like my baby.I must be dreaming.Why she will be here? She just hate me.And this is it, I lose my senses.Baby i love you.