For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

Kristian felt his entire body freeze. The bones and internal organs were healed enough for him to sit up, but he felt that with a sudden movement the god who seemed to be coiled ready to attack might derail. 


The gods are not a kind that showed pity. Kristian understood this, but if he died now. What will happen to his soul then? Would the god of pain allow him rebirth so he can at least have his woman in another life? 


If he joined with another, he will be him as this god said, but not really him. Kristian didn't care though because either way as long as he had a wisp of life, will have her. With his body and a part of his soul. Is that not better? Kristian could not help but to ask the god still. “What if I reject?”


“I will devour your soul.” The god of pain replied immediately after. As he thought, no choice in the matter. For him, it was still OK. Having her is his goal, sacrificing his life and soul here would mean he can never have her. 


Fuse