For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

The wolf within stepped forward, taking over smoothly; like flowing water, we both smoothly shifted from human half to wolf. As the wolf, I shook my fur and looked at the male before me who seemed much smaller. The howl was louder and purer. Achingly beautiful. 


Around the tender age of twelve moons—years. I had thought about my fated mate. Thought that for the first male I would claim he would be powerful, an alpha to rival all others. 


I had been ignorant. I had been nothing more than a pup. 


Their minds, even if they are dubbed geniuses, are simply naïve. Foolish for having such ignorant thoughts. 


The howl was changed into a song that had only ever been heard by myself and them. 


Now the first fated mate would hear it as well. 


At that time, I had at the age of twelve thought; this howling croon would be perfect for expressing my willingness to claim my mate. 


Ignorant thoughts