For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

I admit this result is good. The alpha could be spared for sure this time. It made me happy but also depressed.  


 It was a sad thought that I could not kill today, but if I can make this male submit to me with no losses, that was also fine. The wolves who exited even though they did not fight back their voices were loud. 


“We are a peaceful pack... Alpha... My daughter!” 


“We did nothing wrong. Please let us go.” 


My ears flicked. I felt annoyed. These wolves called a pup; children. A young female; daughter. It was disgusting and proved that these wolves had abandoned their beasts.  


Bringing them to live among my pack would only spell disaster.  


This still made them useful. “You could have discussed this!” the alpha growled; the displeasure displayed clearly within those blue orbs I wish to dig out. Another wolf laugh was heard. This alpha is such a funny male. Who is he to me?  


Righteous fool