For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

My gaze fell on the goddess. I had no memory of it from the shell, so I did not think much about it. The shell has been sent off, leaving only myself feeling rather strange, as if we were two beings instead of one. 


It is strange, perhaps I had slumbered too long? “Anything, I know that as a main god you hate my kind, but please, I am willing to s—”


“You see me as a beast. You are aware that there are the four forms; flesh and blood body, mind body, domain body and primordial soul body. For a being like me, I am the beast side, the primordial soul that had been dormant. What your kind had tortured is the flesh and blood body. In other words, my shell. After living for so long, she has her own mind…” I explained slowly to the goddess kneeling and those at a certain distance. 


The four forms