For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

For the first few lifetimes, they were what I had been called.


 Names given to me by those who were in my lives, each of them I had failed my duty by losing those I had been tasked to care for. 


 A name gives you an identity and power.


My very first life I had loved, been loved even became a mother. My true form back then had been my pride. It is why I had used the last of my consciousness before I was dragged for punishment to create a form from the womb of the selected sires, similar to my main form. It is only after waking now that I realized the form I had tried so hard to create and protect was flawed. The wolf had been born but the shell had yet to be mature enough to appear. Worse, that stupid world consciousness had moaned and groaned driving it mad. In fact stuck deep in my prison I had also suffered because of her weeping. What a scourge. 


The price to serve me and live