For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

The first few hundred universal years of travelling had been smooth. I closed my eyes, absorbing the surrounding essence from my domain. Mother had not answered no matter how much I had attempted to contact her through the parental bond. This form is also uncomfortable, but it is the only one that is stable. Each time I attempted to shift the pain and stability were not enough to maintain it.  


Flicking my tails due to the irritability, I let it all be as it will.  


Like that, time passed and one by one the new servants were awakened. A thousand years moved by faster than expected. From the link with my soul body, it seems that something had caused her to become unstable but enough that I would feel alarmed or irritated. 


The story of the first wolf goddess