chapter 61 mistook as love

"I forgot that he was also there but Celine didn't had a reason to hurt him but i was wrong. "

Jude couldn't help but scoff at his explanation

Wow he really was dumb.

"Let me ask what's most important to you in this world?"

without any hesitation Kristopher replied "You"

"what would break you?"

"If you are hurt" Kristopher replied like a obsessive little child.

"And what would hurt me"

This time Kristopher went dead silent. it was obvious he knew the answer.

"You see... huffff..... you don't even know your weaknesses weakness and you want to protect me. You should focus on protecting yourself first"

With that she turned and started leaving.

"Celine.....she is my psycho sister That was why i asked you to hide Derek"

Kristopher said standing up

"Tell me something i don't know"

Kristopher was a little taken back like how did she knew but the he remembered the name chonky boy.

"when you knew everything why risk coming here? you know i could just kidnap you from here"

At the end of his sentence he heard Jude's laugh. It was a possibility but this conversation between them had been pending for ever since that night.

"You really think i would just come here without protection?" she turned to look at camera on the wall with a smile

That was when Kristopher realized that that damn chonky boy was watching them

he swear if he got his hands on this chonky boy he would be dead

once again Jude turned around and was about to leave but stopped at the door

"And about the eternal bond shit you talked about......."

She took a long pause searching for the right words

" Having an eternal bond doesn't mean i need to accept your obsession"

"what i have for you is not obsession" Kristopher didn't knew why he yelled. it was as if his soft spot was touched which was weird.

This sudden outburst made jude pissed.

"Then what do you have for me? Love?!?!!! whatever the hell you have isn't love"

She yelled back stomping her feet towards him. Surprisingly every step she took forward he took backward.

Tears swelled up in his eyes and before he could held them back they fell which startled Jude

"Please" He literally hiccupped before dropping to the floor.

"Why......why are you...."

Jude mind was a mess. Once again a surprise.

His tears weren't false at all jude knew cause she basically shapes psychos and serial killers.

knowing basics as difference between real and fake tears was child's play for her

"You are the reason i didn't commit suicide"

Jude's breath got stuck in her throat.

"What?"

"The first day we met was when you were by the river bank singing a song.

that day i went there to jump in the river and end my miserable life but then i heard your song.

Do you wanna give up just cuz it's hard? nothing is free in this damn freaking world. either you eat or get eaten so get a grip and stand back up

what you think is E,N,D is actually A,N,D"

Once again Jude was stunned.

those were the rough lyrics of the song she wrote.

"i stopped because of your song. You are the reason i am alive today. you saved me not once but twice. It was when you sang the whole song for Derek (Her husband). i was there ready to kill myself but once again i stopped because of your song "

"So i am a way for you to keep living which you mistook as love"

Kristopher eyes shot towards Jude as she said that.

even though no words left his mouth his eyes were still asking her what she means

"Ask yourself honestly. Did you stopped because you heard my songs or did you stop because you wanted to live? "

Kristopher was once again dumbstruck at her words

"You wanted to live cause you knew ending your life would only have ended you not your problems. My song just helped you to realize that so at the end you saved yourself"

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A/N

sorry for this very late update.

i had a test for university admission last week and i had worked my ass off for that. i also have other university test upcoming so just letting you know reason for my absence which is definitely not me being lazy.

also if you have thoughts like Kristopher about ending you precious life please don't.

it will only end you not your problems. There are tons of people out there and websites that are more than willing to help you.

So please reach out to them.

it's alright to be not be able to take it anymore.

and if you see someone around you struggling help them. it may be nothing to you but it may be the world to them.