chapter 62 her first and second projects

"But...but i love you"

That came out more like a whisper from Kristopher's mouth

"If you love me than don't use me as a way to keep living because one day i would die too"

A sudden panic and realization hit him. Yes he needed something, a reason to keep living but what if one day that something or reason ended or died.

Would he again try to commit suicide?

Jude's sudden gesture of hugging him made him stiff.

At first he thought he was dreaming but then he relaxed completely hugged her back.

"I am soo sorry for being this brutal with you Kris but i didn't had a choice. I am truly sorry for everything i ever did to you. if you need help than just ask. i promise to help you. I can consult a doctor or psychiatrist and...."

suddenly Kris grip around her hardened as his breathing went uneven

"No please anything but psychiatrist. i hate psychiatrist"

"Hey,hey,hey! calm down calm down, deep breaths.....focus on my breathing.....breath with me.....1...inhale.....2....exhale.....3....inhale.....4....exhale"

Jude knew he was having a panic attack cause he was afraid of psychiatrist.

she had a slip of tongue and said that out loud to him.

Jude was guilty. extremely guilty!

not because of what she said to kris but because what she was the reason of his unstable mental health.

Kristopher might not know but history of him and Jude goes way back than their first meeting in university.

Kristopher and his sister was sent to her families organization by Kristopher's father to turn them into psychos.

Whenever jude or any other William works in front of their projects aka literal human they wore masks in order to hide their identities. same goes for the projects. they are compiled to wear masks and are denoted numbers to identify them.

Kristopher was Jude's second project.

Her first project was Celine.

Celine wasn't always psycho.

she was made into one by one and only Jude.

Celine was very resistant to a point that it was impossible for anyone to mold break her.

One day Celine managed to break free from her cell.

she took off her mask and was about to runaway when she heard her brothers yells.

She didn't think twice before rushing to him and the scene in front of her horrified her more than death.

Kristopher was badly beaten up because he was also very resistant

That was when Jude saw Celine's face for the first time and remembered it.

She was too pretty to forget anyway.

Celine begged Jude to let her brother go.

As much as Jude wanted to do that she couldn't or she wouldn't ever be able to get away from her families clutches

That was when Celine proposed a deal.

She promised to stop being resistant if she let her brother go.

At first Jude didn't want to agree. she couldn't just let a project free.

but then she had an idea.

The process to mold their projects was something like this

first break them completely.

than rewire them.

lastly erase all their previous memories so they don't ever remember a thing and thinks that they were born this way

Jude did all the steps with Kris but one.

She didn't break him completely and left loose ends that would help him recover and come to senses

Celine couldn't be more happy and sad.

she was happy that she was able to save her brother but was sad because she was the price to be.

Jude wanted to do the same with her but her grandfather got suspicious and started monitoring her.

She had no choice but to turn the once sweet and sensible Celine into anything but sweet and psycho.