chapter 63 she saw fear

The day when Celine attacked Kristopher and Jude in hospital Jude had seen Celine's face

that was when she found out about who Kristopher was but then she was injected with that drug and she forgot everything.

It wasn't until recently when chonky boy sent her the video of what happened that day jude didn't knew who they both were.

when she finally realized she went came to meet him.

No wonder he was afraid of psychiatrist.

once again Jude was the reason.

When Kris was first brought to the organization he had asked who Jude was.

To which she answered psychiatrist. so he asked to see her face but jude didn't do it.

He didn't knew who she was that was for sure but she still wanted to confirm it. but instead of confirming she got even big of a news.

Kristopher confessed his love.

Jude always thought it was his obsession but at that moment she realized she was wrong.

He loved her so much that it motivated him to keep living.

This is what scared Jude.

giving in the situation with Celine and her family there was a possibility that he can find out what she did.

And if he finds that he would loose his will to live.

so before that she wanted to help him find something else that could help him after all she was the sole reason of his misery.

"Would you help me please. i don't want to keep living like this. i promise to stop annoying or threatening you just please i had enough"

Kristopher said to Jude. he was a crying mess but was it even his fault?

"I would help you. i promise"

this was the start of their love story that both of them didn't knew which was filled with pain and heartaches.

would they even be able to get through it and understand each other.

or would they fall apart?

When Kristopher had calmed down Jude asked him where he lived. she wanted to drop him at his place but was surprised when Kristopher got up and opened the door attached to his office.

The door which Jude assumed was the bathrooms turned out to be a bedroom.

oh boy it was a huge mess.

"Do you seriously live here?"

asked Jude

"Yeah why?"

He asked while sniffing his nose.

"Were you planning to keep me and Derek here after kidnapping?"

"Do you seriously think i am an idiot?"

Jude opened her mouth to lie but she just couldn't help it and blurted out "Yes"

Kristopher sighed and shook his head. what else could he do anyway?

"I had bought a house"

"Okay then let's go there"

She said and started moving out

"Wait!"

Jude turned with a question mark look on her

"You want me to take you to the same house i was planning to keep you after kidnapping?"

Jude wanted to laugh at hid facial expression.

"Yeah" that was her simple reply.

As long as she wasn't kept there after kidnapping she didn't mind going there.

It took them good thirty minutes to get there and boy Jude was shook

"Is this even a house?" she asked

"What? you don't like it?"

asked Kristopher mentally thinking about possible houses he could buy if Jude said she didn't like it

"No! i meant this isn't a house it's a freaking mansion"

Yup. it was triple story mansion with a huge garden's around it.

"if you want a house i can always get you one"

Jude felt weird at his statement.

"Kris. do you want to stay here or do you want to stay somewhere else"

She asked

" i will stay anywhere you want me to stay"

With his reply jude knew what the problem was.

to normal people it seemed a sweet gesture of a guy doing what girl wanted to but Jude knew better.

he was afraid to voice out his own desire because he feared it might not be her desire.

That was one of the way Jude had molded him.

with the projects she made them do what she wanted and stopped them from even voicing out their desires.

"No Kris. tell me where you want to live. whether it is this place, another house, the room in your office or even a tent. just tell what you want"

"I don't want anything" his reply gave Jude flash backs of memories when she was molding him

The process wasn't fully carried out but there were still some parts which were.

one of them was this

Tears threatened yo fall down her cheeks

"I asked where you want to live"

"i said anywhere you want"

this time tears fell down her cheeks.

"Kristopher. close your eyes, take a deep breath and try to relax"

Kristopher did as he was told

"What's your name?"

Kristopher frowned at her words buy still replied

"Kristopher Farmington"

"How old are you?"

"i am turning 27 this year"

"What's your favorite color?"

"I like bright colors like yellow, purple,green"

"Do you want to live in this house"

"No"

Suddenly hid eyes shot open and Jude swore she saw fear in them