chapter 67 HUGE NO

Jude eyes widened. he was spot on.

She was indeed lying about many things but can she afford to tell the truth.

Guilt is not even the word to describe what she felt.

Kristopher, Celine and many other people's life were destroyed because of her.

Because she was a coward, afraid of death.

If she hadn't listened and done what her family told her she would have been dead or worse!!

she would have been a project herself.

there was no other choice!

And the price she had to pay to choose her life was as big as ruining others life.

"Sorry"

Jude couldn't feel the hot liquid scrolling down her cheeks.

Jude didn't knew she was crying.

Jude didn't knew how shocked Kristopher was.

This was the second time he saw her crying.

the first time was when Derek her husband needed blood.

She begged him.

This time she was begging him to forgive her

"I am sooo sorry. for everything i have done to you. If it weren't for me you...you....."

She couldn't complete her sentence as she started choking.

This was all her fault.

How much sins has she committed? can she ever find peace? No, can she ever have their forgiveness?

hiding her face behind her palms she cried non stop.

There was no one there for me.

no one there who could comfort her.

she was all alone!!

"Shhhh!! No need to put so much blame on yourself.

It's alright"

Kristopher wrapped his hands around Jude.

This feeling was comforting and gave her deja vu. after a long silence along with calming down and flashbacks

"Choice of vocabulary"

Her raspy voice came

"What?"

"I like your choice of vocabulary"

She said pulling away and staring directly into his eyes.

He was the one!

He was the one who hugged and comforted her when she had a panic attack in university.

"different!"

Kristopher suddenly said

"What?"

"The way you are looking at me.........it's......A Little Different"

"Yeah!!!! like how?"

Jude was curious.

"I mean whenever you used to look at me it was filled with STAY THE FUCK AWAY and now its more like........ CARE, GUILT AND I DON'T KNOW PITY????"

Once again he was spot on.

but could she tell him.

She opened her mouth to say something but then his phone started ringing.

Looking at the caller's id he had cover up his expressions

It was detective so a call he must attend.

"did you find something"

He had already stepped out of the room.

"boss. this is gonna sound weird but she is in contact with a dead person"

The detective was cut off in the middle

"Are you drunk or did you use ouija board to find information?"

"Boss listen. before she came into your office she had met a person in front of someone's grave.

I checked the identity of the person. His name is Jordan woods and he is recorded as dead. when i tried looking as to who he was but once again dead end. No information! "

"That damn Chonky boy!"

Kristopher cursed.

"There is a good news. I have a lead on where to find him but it might be difficult as we have to log into dark web."

The first thing that came into Kris's mind was a HUGE NO.

Dark web is the most dangerous part of internet.

All top class hackers, serial killers and bad guys are there.

One mistake and your life turns into hell.