Life is hard for everyone
But for Jude and Kristopher it was A Little Different.
Both belonged to underworld and wanted to escape desperately
While Jude somewhat succeeded Kristopher was a different case. He found his escape in Jude and that was where things went south
Jude's once peaceful world was gone as her husband died mysteriously and She get pregnant with Kristophers child 
Desperately she tried to hid it trying to protect her son and her from both her family who run organization that crafts serial killers and psychos and Kristopher who is a fragment of her past she doesn't want to be acquainted with.
At the end Love sparked between them but every love story has a villain who is Kristophers Psycho sister who does everything to destroy Kristopher and Jude.
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A Little Different

kristopher and The detective's talk ended. 


To conclude the detective had to look for a safer way  to reach Chonky boy as Kristopher refused to have any connection to the underworld of the internet.


Inside the room Jude was humming. Even though she knew Kristopher had entered the room she kept singing


at this point she don't mind him listening. 


Jude nodded before asking "Wanna hear it?" 


Well  it was a once in a life time opportunity. Jude offering to sing a song! which was her original


"Wouldn't that be a little hard your vocals. i have heard allergic reactions affects the vocals"


Once again he was met with that stare of her.


This time it was emotions he date not say.


"i just..... wanna let my feelings out" 


"Mixed feelings and messed up thoughts. why am i unable to express myself. parted my lips to speak but all came out was uhhhh. 


i wanna know the feeling of knowing my feelings so bad.


why is such common thing so hard for me? why do over think and make things hard?


someone please teach me, teach me , teach me


wait a sec, even if someone agrees to teach this wrench. who will guarantee I can learn it. even i am afraid cuz there is no warranty to this guarantee


someone please teach me teach me, teach me


wanna begin to sort things out buy don't know the starting point.


which problem should i pick first. this one , that one or the other one. have spent all my time sorting where to start sorting.


should i leave as it is or work on it. i don't know cuz i don't know my own feelings."


By the end Jude was once again on the verge of tears.


She remembered being a normal child who loved doing childish stuff. playing with Barbie's, tea partying, trying to dance. play dress up. 


but she would get punished if someone found out because apparently she should not be doing any of this and focusing on being perfect.


there was this one time she was caught talking to a stuff animal  how her feelings by her grandfather. oh boy!


A 12 year old was denied food for 2 days as punishment where she wasn't allowed to skip her classes or hard core training.


While Jude was busy drowning herself in memories Kristopher sat there shocked


a mental disorder where one is unable to express themselves or more precisely their emotions and feelings.


"Looks like we aren't that Different from me. Just A Little Different"


His statement snapped her out of her memories


"We both aren't able to express ourselves" 


Once again there was this intense starring into each others eyes situation but this time both of them didn't even realize.


suddenly the room temperature grew hotter and Jude felt thirsty.  without knowing they both were leaning in


"Hello Mrs Hamada. how are you feeling" 


Doctor came in knocking them both out of the staring competition


"You would feel that way. just have a lot of water"


Jude doubted water would be able to cure this thirst.


chapter 68 Alexithymia