Packing Away The Memories

Madison's cousin is cool. I thought she was going to be a bitch if you know what I mean but she's really chill. She even volunteered to help me upload everything from my apartment to Madison's house. Madison was going to come along but we realized that she needed to make space for us to lay all my stuff into the living room until we could put everything away.

While I drive me and Luna to my apartment I'll go over my life. I grew up with a shitty mother who never wanted me. Her and my dad had two one night stands and the last one she got pregnant with me. I found this out at a very young age.

I made a promise to never be like her and my father but I broke the promise. I cheated on my last ex with two other girls. I almost ended up getting them all pregnant. Now I have learned from my terrible mistake that could have gotten me in trouble and I'm not talking about God.

I spent three months in depression. It was so bad I was going to take my life but then as if by some miracle I met Madison. Though I've been getting back to my old ways with bringing chicks back from the bar with me.

I told Madison that my landlord was kicking me out but the truth is I want to go back to being loyal to my girlfriend. I feel bad for Madison and her cousin for welcoming me into their house. I just pray Madison never finds out about this or I'll lose everything that I have.