Chapter 4 Is everyone in this pack crazy?

Ava Stone point of view

What am I going to do? That's the only thing that comes to my mind. With my hands tied behind my backs, like the last delinquent in the universe, I am dragged into the territory of the Blood Pack. The warriors looked at me puzzled and glanced at me , and if that would be possible their glaces would kill me on the spot. Ungrateful bastards… All the way I was pushed, hit, dragged. I just feel desolate. Will it ever end with my injustice? But the most important question is another. Will I ever stop thinking about others instead of just thinking about myself? Will I ever stop caring? Fuck you all!

And when I thought it couldn't be worse, I woke up in the middle of the pack surrounded by a few hundred angry wolves looking at me like a plague, like a contagious disease. Their alpha is in their midst, accompanied by that beta scumbag who only knows how to scream and hit and I think he was born deaf, because otherwise I don't understand why he might not hear or understand anything I have said!

I sit in the middle of the pack and listen to alpha Drake making his "presentations" in front of the pack. I can hear what's talking on the pack about me :.

"Stinking and unwashed rogue," "murderous," "a mistake of the Moon Goddess," "she shouldn't have been born," "better kill her outright," "I hope she dies in agony."

O my goddess! Where does so much free hate come from? Where from? and the answer came on its own when Alpha Drake announced the day:

"In the last few hours, several changes have taken place in this pack." he says clearly and loudly, in a strong voice that does not betray at all the fact that two hours ago he was on the verge of death. How can he be so insensitive and present me as an enemy? Me , how I saved him!

"Your luna Monica has decided to betray me. "And in the midst of the multitude there was a great noise, in their eyes I saw the horror. "You ex-luna decided it was better to break away with me and ally with the leader rogues. So, leaving me alone, she chose to leave you too. "

Oh my God, that's what this was about, so in the end Alpha Drake had a luna at home…

"Today has been a difficult day for this pack, but betrayal cannot be tolerated in any way. Monica chose to give up at a decent home to live among criminals considering that they can offer more than we can. Our bond is destroyed and from my point of view everything is irreparable. "

"We fought today and we won in the end. I caught one of the rogues who was involved in the betrayal organized by Monica, and she may not be the leader of the rogues but she is just his right hand. So what you see here today is by no means the result of a negotiation to keep the peace between us and the rogues. There is nothing to talk about anymore. On the contrary, I am even more determined than ever to wipe them off the face of the earth. What you see here is just another rogue who loves betrayal and tried to kill me. "Alpha Drake says, and he turns to me and looks me in the eye.

I can not say anything. I look into his eyes and I feel tears streaming down my face. I didn't even cry when I was forced to leave my pack. Why am I crying now and I feel so hurt by this man I don't even know. I can't even calm my thoughts down as the angry mob starts chanting at me. Suddenly I feel everyone revolt and start throwing things at me and to boo me.

I am humiliated and denigrated and alpha knows that things did not happen as he presented them but he stays and just looks at me. And I look into his eyes and even though tears are running down my cheeks, and even though everything that happens hurts and destroys me from within, I choose not to argue with him anymore.

My whole body hurts already, but my soul hurts harder. I won't give up; if I'm going to die in the hands of this pack for the simple fact that I'm a poor rogue who only strengthens for herself, so be it.

Look me in the eye, alpha! Look at me and tell me in front of me that I tried to kill you when I caressed you and took care of your wounds. Look at me and tell me I'm a criminal for saving you!

And he looks at me for minutes, while the wounds gather on my body. He stares into my eyes and shows no remorse for what I am experiencing now. When the crowd is already rushing towards me because the stones are no longer enough for them, the alpha raises his hand and says.

"Enough!" and the crowd begins to murmur and is puzzled. You savages! You tore a woman with your bare hands for nothing. Brutes!

"This rogue is not going to die today," says Alpha Drake. “ I'll throw her in dungeons and take care of her personally. I will interrogate her until she reveals her whole plan to me. Her fate is now in my hands "and the crowd approves but not before throwing a few more offensive words to me.

"Take her to the dungeons ! I'm going to my room to take care of my wounds. " says Alpha Drake, and taking one last look at me, he signals to the warriors to take me .

One of the warriors grabs my arm and starts pushing me towards what I assume is the place where I will be imprisoned, but we are not able to take even ten steps when suddenly Alpha Drake stops us:

"Wait!" he says, looking at me and analyzing me from head to toe.

He looks around and tells, actually commands to one of those warriors who accompanied us all the way :

"Give her your shirt!" then turn his back and leave without looking back.

In less than ten minutes I'm thrown into the bottom of a cold dungeon and I’m finally left alone. Quietly. Angel swears in my mind and promises revenge. But I can't even be angry anymore. What's the point? I know I'm going to die here. And I sit near a wall and cry like I never cried in my life. I'm crying until I'm exhausted. It's not right what happens to me. I was born to do great things in this world, not to swallow everyone's shit. I'm an emotional dumpster right now. All the negative emotions were put in my basket.

I don't know when I fell asleep. All I know is that I cried until I lost my voice. I felt so bad that Angel gave up swearing and being angry and began to fear for my safety. For hours I cried for everything that happened to me. I cried until I fell asleep on the cold stones of the dungeon with all my body sweaty and hot from so much crying.

And I fell asleep only to wake up in the morning in a pool of ice-cold water poured over me by a woman looking at me as if I were her biggest enemy.

"Wake up, bitch!"

What the fuck? Is everyone in this pack crazy?