"T....." I called as I pulled my face away before his lips met mine. I couldn't let this happen. Again.
He stops moving closer, opening his eyes wider to see me. I instantly felt bad as my eyes met with his. My heart started doing a summersault and I feared he's gonna hear the rapid heartbeats. I didn't know why kissing him scared me so much all of a sudden. The thought of Ric had been on my mind all day,had been all I thought about when I got here with Trevor. What he'd said to me in his office had never left my head and is still there somewhere now. I didn't know if I was refusing to kiss Trevor because I didn't wanna hurt Ric, didn't even know if he cared.
Oh fuck me. What am I even doing?
"I'm . . . . Sorry"I muttered more to myself.
"Is everything alright?" He asks, inching away from my face now.
"I'm sorry I just can't. . . . do that"
"Ashley,I'm sorry if I did anything wrong but. . . I really like you,you know?" I turned to look at him now.