Ch - 7 Do You Have Girlfriend?

Tomorrow Morning at 7:56 AM

After washing my face, I and Rosie gets ready for having our breakfast. As usual, we eat in conjunction with our fight additionally a few sweet and acrid sentences. At the side that, our instructor Miss. Anna and Mr. Harvey expressed something truly imperative that's nowadays we are gonna be a team together. So they begun the naming and roll calling. Whole the time I was fair imploring to be group with Rowoon. Where I was supplicating Rosie's eyes were adhere on Mr. Harvey cause he is already saying that Rosie is attending to be group with Tia. Shockingly, we are aiming to separated from each other.

But presently Miss. Anna says, with her as normal ordinary but beautiful grin.

:Presently the gather J is getting to be with 4 students which are "Rowoon Lewis", "Isabella Anderson", specifically "Lucifer Watson" and.....

Miss. Anna halted and Mr. Harvey articulated the final title of this gather part.

:"Amelia Scott".

Yaaaaaaa! Aaaaaaaaaaa! Ohuohuuuuuuuuu!

I did this!!!!

I opened my eyes with a sparkly and shinning grin. I attempt to not respond that much but I couldn't control. Whereas Rosie fair begun to squeeze me. I gave her a gigantic irritating see. But we didn't gonna meet the entire day that's why I says to her bye. At slightest she merits it. I, Lucifer, Isabella and at long last Rowoon stand with each other. I was becoming flushed damly like I am gonna get wed to him! Lol!

Mr. Harvey says to us with his damn cold voice as Rowoon is my team it's ordinary he is the one who will gonna conversation to us.

:The rest day you all will got to go to Royal Mc Museum and got to make a valuable blurb of it and indeed you all ought to make or make the full story of your work conjointly you've got to review each other's helplines, that who is truly assist you and more is that to know that Royal Mc Museum you've got to compose a commendable brief recognizable proof of it. And you all have time till 4 pm. And after that we'll back to the inn and pass us as the result we are going incorporate it within the last examination. So be prepared and Rowoon all the most, excellent child.

As bunch we are all taking after Rowoon. Isabella as of now drop for him I knew. But that's none of Rowoon's commerce. That's when we go in our transport and sat. Isabella and I sat and Rowoon and Lucifer sat with each other. We fair squander our 40 minutes for coming to there. After we reached there, we all get ticket and go interior the museum center. To be fair, it's truly cool. Verifiable additionally a excellent sentimentality of surprising stories.

Truly how I was envisioned it would be in spite of the fact that. In the long run it didn't worked. Cause Mr. Rowoon is super active to do the errand. He didn't indeed looked at me. Where I am in humiliation that on the off chance that he will recalled me that I am the one who recently gave compliment to him, euuuu what will happened to me? It didn't happened in spite of the fact that. Till the lunce break we completed our entire blurb work. Rowoon and Lucifer did the complete things primarily. I and Isabella fair did the thing what we got told by Lucifer. Cause Rowoon didn't conversation to us straightforwardly.

Within the time of Lunch break we all are willing to eat our nourishment. But all of a sudden, Isabella inquired to Rowoon with reddening corny cheeks.

:Ru... Rowoon can I inquire you something?

:Hmmm.

A long hmmmm! Uffff, he is so thrifty for utilizing words!

My and Lucifer looks at Isabella carefully. We are super inquisitive around their interaction but Rowoon is be like no intrigued, no sitting around idly. Where Isabella asked,

:Rowoon, do you have girlfriend?

My nourishment was going stuck into my throat in spite of the fact that I controlled. In the event that Rosie will be there rather than Isabella, she is will gonna inquired each points of interest approximately Rowoon's dating past, display and future life. But god purpose Isabella wasn't that kind of young lady. I was early holding up for the reply. Rowoon at long last provide a look to Isabella. Typical but exceptionally enthusiastic. He says for the exceptionally to begin with time nowadays for a young lady.

:None of your business.

This reply make our lunch time small unbalanced conjointly kinda peculiar to remain there. I indeed couldn't look at Isabella. Whereas Isabella is sat like nothing happened. She says again with her smile.

:I fair attempted to be like you. I seem say this to you numerous times. FYI, let me tell you that I do the work and not a commerce. Anyway, I fair inquire you is it that cruel merely are committed.

Rowoon coldly looking at Isabella. Whereas Lucifer and I were like two little kids who tune in to elders discussion. I and he are both looking at them in little bit. After all, we all are understudy why wouldn't we see at them. Rowoon's and Isabella's eyes both are collide with each other. They are fair looking at each other eyes in the event that they need to discover their reflection in each other's eyes. Like 2 minutes it's going like that. After a colossal hush, Rowoon expressed in his calm but self-important voice.

:Gracious, here's your nose back. I found it in my business.

Ahhhhhh! Cold battling!

Isabella gives him a grin and says whereas take a taste of juice.

:Aaaah,,,, shit fucking charming boy you're . But is it Tiaaaaaaa?

:Jealousy is a illness. Get well soon.

After saying it Rowoon got up from the situate and once more his cold voice resounded into my ear.

:Come here to begin with.

I taken note his eyes meet mine's. My heart vacillated. But I controlled whereas begins to take after him. Cause we too summit our blurbs and our verifiable depiction around museum. After passed it to Mr. Harvey, he checks the paper well at that point he gives a smile towards our gather.

:You did a great work, Rowoon. You all fortunate to have Rowoon in your gather. By the way, attempt to yield the survey of works.

That time Lucifer offers to us,

:Why wouldn't we get a glass of coffee?

:Is there any café?

Rowoon inquired. Whereas Lucifer said,

:Here fair got to walk 5 minutes.

We all are begin strolling whereas Lucifer and I are talk to each other small bit cause it's boring to walk without chattering. Whereas Rowoon is strolling straightly. The hot warmed sun and the coldness of Canada make a unwinding combination. All over is our students or classmates. We are strolling in a small brief length of way. After coming to the café, we sat but this time Rowoon sat firstly and other than him sat Isabella. And as continuously my unlucky destiny I and Lucifer sat.

Whereas taking a taste of coffee we begun to rating everyone's nearness within the entirety handle of work. I do not need to form anybody fall flat that's why I give everybody same check but a small upside down for Isabella cause she fair did as well much with Rowoon. After 10 minute's Rowoon takes our papers and get back to submit it Mr. Harvey. He acclaims him as well like each time he did.

It was a depleted day! Whereas doing work beside running. I am stunned additionally can't walk any longer. It's ended up evening time at the minute. When I was misplaced my strongness. But I am affirm fair since I passed entire day with Rowoon. Nothing happened that much more extraordinary with me but still it's extraordinary for myself to spend time with Rowoon. I still couldn't accept we share same oxygen! Euuuuu~

Within the entirety day, I didn't meet with Rosie. But after 7 Pm at evening, we come to our inn. I looked at my room whereas there as of now Rosie situated with a exhausted facial expression. It didn't take me long to get it that she moreover endured today exceptionally much. After freshing up, I lay next to her. Whereas we snuggle each other. Rosie says in her languid voice.

:It's as well boring day, Ame. Miss you! Rest presently. We are going need to go to our party today 11pm.

I didn't react cause my circumstance is much more exceedingly bad than her. I fall snoozing rapidly.

:Ame, Ame! Get up. Ame can you listen to me?

I listened Rosie's cheerful voice. I barely open my eyes and inquired in my languid voice.

:What happened?

:Get up we are planning to our party tonight. We have to go bro.

I force myself to wake up because if I don't, Rosie will continue to yell at me. I got ready and looked at Rosie wearing a long black gown with off-shoulder sleeves. She looks really freaking hot! Rosie gave me a shirt that shows my belly and a skirt that is above my knees. In truth, the skirt was too short, even if I wore underwear, it would still be very easy to see. I didn't agree with her, but Rosie didn't want to quit. I have to wear it when it's all done. I feel shy when I stand in front of Rosie.

:Wow, Amelia Scott. I couldn't even tell who you were. You look really, really attractive, looking sexy!

I tried to fix my skirt but Rosie grabbed my hand and said.

:Ame, why are you trying to make it long. It won't get long just because you are trying. Sister, please stop trying and just come with me.

Rosie and I went to a venue hall and the loud music and the party atmosphere made me feel really excited and out of breath. It was so much fun. However, I also want to find Rowoon during that time. We couldn't recognize anyone because everyone looked confident and attractive today. Some people dance in a way that is biased against one gender, and some are drinking vodka, wine, or any other type of drink. Rosie took my shoulder and we sat down on bar stools. She and I are drinking vodka from a glass. We are having a great time right now.

The song is really hot and the atmosphere is so intense that I couldn't control my feelings and emotions. I suddenly see Rowoon and Tia coming towards us, and behind them Isabella is holding Lucifer's hand.

It was 1 o'clock at night. Rowoon was sitting next to me while Tia sat next to Rosie and Isabella sat next to Rowoon. We all drink a lot. Isabella loses control after drinking too much. She keeps trying to kiss Rowoon many times, but he won't let her. That party was really awesome. We go to our room and sleep all through the night until 11 AM in the morning.

We all took the bus home with a hangover and went to sleep once we got there. I slept all day long. I didn't wake up because I was very tired.

I thought my future days would be really beautiful. But I made a mistake because our final exams will start on December 12th. I don't feel brave, but I have to begin. Honestly, I thought my life would be really interesting after the tour, but it's not turning out that way. From December 12 to December 28, I was really stressed out because of all the exams. I haven't talked to Rowoon for a long time, even though he seems very busy with his life and studies.

I have known him for 29 days. I didn't know it would be the last time I would see Rowoon.

Do you remember, Mr. Harvey said Rowoon will be here with us for the next 30 days, and then he's going to London to finish his degrees. These 29 days went by quickly for me. But I can't tell Rosie about Rowoon and Rowoon hasn't talked to me before. I thought he might say to me on that rainy day when we first met. But nothing is like that. He always acts like we've never met before. After our class ended, everyone was still there and chatting with each other.

Last day of school in 2015. Rosie has gone to say goodbye to everyone. Where I stood with my bad thoughts. I am confused by my own thoughts. I know I won't see him again.

Should I confess him? Sigh

This question keeps coming to my mind all the time. Suddenly, I heard myself speaking.

Don't admit it, it's strange to tell your feelings. Oh.....

I wasn't very brave. In the past 29 days, I didn't do anything productive. Suddenly, Rosie took my hand and said, "Let's go. "

My feet were ready to go back home, but my heart was feeling very complicated. This is the most difficult time I have ever experienced in my 17 years of life. Maybe I will never understand my feelings completely.

It's the most worst feeling ever : when you don't know if you should stop or keep going!

I know I'm wrong for not telling Rowoon that I love him. I don't know what's holding me back. I don't know what's stopping me. Finally, I begin to walk. Tears filled in my eyes. Rosie was too busy to call her friends. But now my feet have stopped.

Life does so much from us. Amelia, who never dared to talk to Rowoon, even though she never able to look at into his eyes and never tries to get the depth of his eyes for 2 seconds, today she is ready to confess every single emotion, every single feeling of her heart. Before I did something that I was so afraid of, something strange happened to me this evening. I paused and sank into deep thought as I clutched my shoulder bag tightly. The only thing that was bothering me was if I didn't speak my heart out to Rowoon today, do you know that I would suffocate to death with regret for the rest of my life?

I reached for Rosie's hand and motioned for her to stop, and then I said,

: Just wait 5 minutes, I have to do one thing.

I didn't see Rosie even once, went to school and started running. My heart is beating a little faster than normal today. My heart and mind were saying different things. But I'm not in a position to heard anything at the moment. I went straight to the school gate. I was breathless, I was afraid of how Rowoon would react after my confession. But I threw away my negative thoughts for the first time. And I started to find Rowoon. He wasn't the ground floor though. I went around again. Some students were still inside the school. But now the crowd was starting to dwindle a little. I also went to my classroom and searched but I didn't see Rowoon. I checked all the floors of our building, but Rowoon did not come into my sight. That's when I met Lucifer. Lucifer looks at me like this.

:Amelia, are you okay?

I held my breath and said,

:Lucifer, have you seen Rowoon?

Lucifer stared at me from top to bottom as if he wanted to be sure I'd run so far to find Rowoon? But Lucifer did not ask me this question and asked directly,

:No, he's gone home. He will going to London tomorrow's night, so he left early today.

It was dark in front of my eyes. As much as I had the courage and the desire to accept the emotion, in a moment I was all redeemed. I felt very stupid today. My swollen breath was now becoming normal, the same Lucifer could not live without asking me.

:Why are you looking for him? Is there anything important, Amelia? Is everything alright?

Is everything alright?

I just replied to Lucifer in a gentle way, holding back the unspoken envy in my eyes.

: Yes. See you next year!

I started walking down the stairs of the school. With giddy steps, I stared at seat in my one-of-a-kind stone heart on that Rowoon sat. I can't stay here anymore. I quickly walked out of the school. Here are so many crowds around me but still I feel lonely. It's funny how crowds have never been able to crowd my heart, it always deserted, always lonely. And then, seeing Rosie standing in the distance, I leaned over to her and motioned for her to walk. So along the way I had Rosie interrogate me like a lawyer.

: Why did you go back to school?

:I just go to find my bottle.

I controlled my emotions as much as I could. Because now is not the time to cry. That's when I heard Rosie's glossy voice.

: What's the best day of December? I'm having a lot of fun. You know, I'm hiding something from you.

My attention was now on Rosie's words. I was also a little shocked because Rosie has never hidden anything from me, so what has she hidden today?

:Yes, I hear you.

I replied in the affirmative. That's what Rosie started to say. Today, I don't know why her words seemed so deep and haunting to me. The flirtatious Rosie who used to joke with me today did not know why she was walking very calmly and was slowly saying her words. It was evening time. Every road in Canada was full of leaves today. We were walking on a small road. On the left side, I could see a flowing river, while today the weather was a bit gloomy. The wind was blowing, but I was not at peace. I kept my eyes down, the happy grass clinging to each other today. The sky was red in colour. With the passing of the evening, another day is passing away from my life.

There were several others with us. While Rosie and I were talking, some people sitting near the river were listening to each other with interest. I thought it right to pay attention to Rosie's words.

:Do you know, Ame? I'm very happy with my life this December. You may never expect it, but to be honest, love is a beautiful feeling. Very beautiful. And even more beautiful is the person we love. You remember, I always used to talk about kdrama leads. His thoughts, his love, his words, even about his dress: All in all I thought it was perfect. And if such a person comes into my life and creates a perfect life, then what a moment that will be for me. I've found that beautiful chapter in this beautiful journey of life, Ame.

My foot paused for a moment as Rosie spoke, turning back to me.

:Why did you stop?

I started walking again and beamed up.

:What do you mean by saying?

: Hmmm. I too have fallen in love with someone. That's what I understand today, Ame.

Rosie paused for a moment and then replied to me,

:I wish I could look at him closer, but if he was closer, my eyes wouldn't be raised. I have a similar situation. I'm in love with someone, Ame. Which I have already rejected.