the fear

Old Mea expect the worst when she heard the sound of crying. But what she sees made her daze . she don't know whether to laugh or cry.

Little Noah is naked and his nuts are held by small hands.' I swear I've never saw Noah like this before what they did to him ? ' .

Noah currently waving his hands like a maniac. All he wants now is to be saved. He doesn't want to be a eunuch yet.

Alisha misinterpreted Mea's surprised face, thinking she was angry. Like any little girl who panicked, she accidentally pressed the nuts harder. Suddenly Noah stopped moving. Pain receptors in that area are the most abundant. There is no difference between adults and children.

( Ohhh, let your brother go ). ' fuck the Reynolds dynasty will end in my generation Damn what do I do ! '

In Alisha's thoughts, who didn't realize the import of the small piece of meat in her hand, ' Things have reached this point. There is no point in pretending fool now. every thing or nothing '.

Despite her fear in her heart, she smiled the best natural smile she could muster. ( Why are you afraid, Grandma? Nothing happened. Don't panic ).

' Don't panic '. she turned slightly to Noah, he was like a puppet that had lost its strings. Only tears are running down his cheeks, he seems as if he lost the signal, he kept staring at the ceiling, forgetting everything around him.

( let your brother nuts now, or the punishment will be greater, young lady ).

( That is why I did not leave him yet. Promise me that you will not touch me and I will leave him. Otherwise, I will make my brother like me ) .A small tremor appeared in Alisha's voice, which she could not prevent.

This is not the best choice that alisha can make, and certainly not the wisest in the future for her and her brother, but the fear can do a lot.

After noticing her grandmother's lack of interaction, she decided to try to intimidate her. What's better than nuts in her hands? So she simply squeezed her hands a little.

like magic, old mea's face turned pale, and life sprang into Noah. Previously he was no signal, now is the opposite. One inhalation, then there was no after. he kept screaming non-stop.

' Damn am I going to lose my balls here?. What is this that I feel? Is this the feeling of fear? '. Amidst his fear, he heard an angel-like voice in his ears. He didn't understand what they were talking about, but it's not hard to connect the points .

' Well, I promise, just leave your brother '.

Alisha did not wait behind . She ran as fast as she could out of the room. ' I am sorry, my brother, but I have no choice '.

As for her sister, she didn't wait at all. After feeling the danger, she decided to flee directly. no loyalty among the criminals.

after a week. Noah is currently lying in his cradle with his eyes closed. He may look asleep, but he is in a state of meditation.

That morning, Noah identify two feelings. And an important life lesson. He was able to recognize shame and fear .He couldn't look at his sister's face for all the next week. Half because of shame and the other half from fear, he seemed to think she is crazy and if he looked at her she would repeat the same thing.

and the lesson was not to make assumptions on illogical beings like children.' she had no intention of hurting him? '. that night, he wished she had only hurt him and not tortured him like that, the pain in his balls refused to stop.

But that night he discover something that he would not have discovered in his age without his sister. That night when he was writhing like a worm in his bed, his grandmother came quietly and put her hand over his nether region. Then a small golden dots like firefly formed in the air, they began to gather in a ball under her hand when he contacted that ball, all he felt was Comforts.

all it took the light to disappear is few seconds , Noah seemed at that time to feel hallucinations, the pain stopped immediately, His doubts increased especially after he fainted directly.

' Well, I guess I'll think again, maybe I disregard something '

' first i will start with the main points and then move on to the details '

' Well why didn't my grandmother treat me from the beginning?. There are a few possibilities, some of which are that this treatment puts pressure on her , I don't know the average age of the humans in this world, nor the age of old Mea, but she is certainly in her last years, I wouldn't surprise if the simplest activities tire her out '.

' or it may put pressure on the recipient, as I passed out at the end of the treatment, or even it could have side effects that I could not explore. But most likely it puts stress on my body '.

' Treatment requires energy It is obvious that the energy required for treatment will increase with the severity of the injury. My injury wasn't serious, just painful, but how much energy my body can hold ?, the biggest possibility of why it didn't treat me was my body '.

' Well, this is not important now. I will leave the reasons for later. As far as I remember, that golden energy did not come out of the old mea, but from the environment. The question now is how can I do the same '.

Noah reached a dead end in his thinking, so he began trying to simplify the problem more, or more precisely trying to find any match with his tribal gains.

' There is no energy out of nothing. I still believe in the law of energy decay. Energy does not create or disappear, it just transforms from one form to another. I will call it mana Like the fairy energy from my previous world '.

' the most logical mechanism to me is that we are surrounded by some kind of energy. what the hag did is control this energy. throughout the past week, and I have been trying to feel this energy, but to no avail '.

' Noah kept trying to match it to anything he knew but to no avail at least until he had an idea.

' In order for a person to be able to communicate or influence the outside world, he must have the corresponding organs that will allow him to do so, for example, I cannot see the world without my eyes, I cannot smell without my nose, I cannot influence the world without my being '

' I had treated mana as an ethereal form of energy earlier so I ignored this. So until I find the member responsible for controlling safety, there is no point in putting forward more hypotheses ' .

' So it's much simpler than I thought. I need to realize the mediator that allows me to perceive and control my mana '.

So Noah continued trying to meditate with different goals this time. He was previously trying to meditate in his surroundings. This time, the opposite of all he does is breathe and try to discover any anomaly in his body.

Noah continued in this situation for several days. Meditation until he reaches his limit, then sleeps, then repeats the cycle over again .

Old Mea got really scared after the second day, after the accident. How not when all noah does is sleep, he was previously sluggish, but he was still awake watching everything that surrounds him. He is in a state of sleep most of the time now, opening his eyes a few times a day as if checking his surroundings and closing his eyes again.

The feeling of boredom seemed to creep into him, but previous life experiences repeatedly assured him that there is nothing for free. ' Damn being bored is really annoying. I remember that in my previous life I could stand for hours without doing anything without any problem '.

These feelings are like tar in my heart, as wonderful as they are, they also prevent me from being my former self. I haven't entered a state of zen for days. If I can't clear my heart, I will not make any progress '.