More at play

That night, Xie Bian slept fitfully again. Sleep didn't come easily, and when it did it started and stopped in fits, waking him up in the middle of the night. He stared at Fan Wujiu's bare, slender back for a long time, feeling inexplicably anxious, before he could fall asleep again.

His dreams weren't coherent, there were no images or sounds he could discern; just impressions, feelings of hopelessness and grief, and a terrible, all-consuming loneliness. When morning came his pillow and the sheets beneath were soaked with tears. Xie Bian couldn't point to a single reason for his restless night, but it left him feeling hollow.

Fan Wujiu was already walking around the room when he got up from bed, his hair carelessly secured on top of his head with a hairpin, loose strands escaping the topknot and falling into his face as he read.

"What are you reading?" Xie Bian asked, knuckling sleep out of his eyes.