Ch. 80 - Dreams and responsibilities.

Listening to the faintly sound of the professor giving lecturing, his voice is being drowned by the noises my seatmates are making. Not listening at all and are doing all sort of things to keep themselves entertained, while I try my best to write down everything he says and used highlighters to make it easier for me to study them later. The immense pressure I feel when studying combined with the dullness of the lecture hall creates such a lifeless ambiance. Afterwards, I went to the library to study more, my mind is already drained from the last few hours listening to different classes. I feel exhausted and there are still many things to do. If I ever want to live in comfort and help the one's who took me in, I have to endure all of this. But I doubt any of this would actually be useful or impractical once I go job hunting.