Akagi Masahiko, a 24 year old sous chef at his father's restaurant suffers from a very traumatic past and is now unable to enjoy the things he likes. When his mother abandoned him, he was raised by his relatives in near destitute situation as they're poor. Which resulted in toxic treatment to him by his relatives. Then his girlfriend, who is also his childhood friend, cheated on him. His Optimistic and enthusiastic personality, his world full of joy, dreams and hope, all perish. He struggles to put aside his depression and anxiety, he is affraid to try again, fearing for the despair thats haunts him.
After slowly recovering from his past, everything about him changed. Yet, there are still some people who is cheering for him, and someone wants to fill the void in his heart. But the biggest challenge for him is to learn to accept people in his life again.
He tries to find happiness again, yet holds back due to his mental issues that's tearing him apart.

My life's only Lover

After Sarah spend the night at my home, after the storm in my heart that clouded my judgement came to past. We made up and made new memories, our bond just got stronger, we became more open to each other and she has let herself get so comfortable with me. It made me happy how things are slowly getting back to how they were, and how fast we're falling for each other even more. 


We continued on the same routine, I came in to her school every morning to give her, her lunch. Welcoming me with a warm hug before I go back for work, feeling warm in the inside. 


She's all that I need and she's all that I love, and she's all that I strive for these past days. She reminds me of my past self, of how dedicated I use to be with Misaki. 


Ch. 93 : Longing for affection.