Chapter 30: Forgiveness

"Let me guess you don't know that you just proposed to me. This is awkward." Fu Xien said with a rose-tinted face. I am ashamed. Sure, any man wants a harem. I want a harem too. My problem is that even though women would accept me. I don't feel like I could provide for them yet.

Sure in the old way of thinking both parties support each other. The new way of thinking is the man supporting the family. I just don't think I could provide enough of the funds. That's why even though my way of gaining strength is dirty. I must do it to get to the point where I can support people.

"Well, in this nation we give a ring for proposing. I wasn't aware of other practices around the world." I said with a red face not because I am nervous. A red face for feeling bad.

"It's ok. Many people don't know about the cultivation culture. A hairpin is significant because it shows that their significant other can spend money on accessories. Also, this purity of Jade shows that one cares about their cultivation journey." Fu Xien explained.

Great once Luna hears about this she is going to get upset with me. I know what happened here will spread within the friend group like wildfire. I know this because the girls drop information that I originally shared with another.

I know the next two girls are going to be hard to copulate with. Rita is mad at me for some reason. When Luna finds out. Ugh, I am a little nervous now. Luna might make me commit or something! I cannot do that yet. I haven't had my first drink yet.

I can't drink heavily and raise a kid. Even if you drink every now and then your son or daughter is still impressionable. I don't want to ruin a kid's perception because I want to out partying. I am not selfless enough to not go have fun.

Ugh, for now, I need to buy a skill pill. I will just go out on the balcony. To sit down and relax. Fu Xien followed me and told me to put on underwear at least. That is a good idea. I put on my underwear and opened the balcony.

Did this always have a balcony? Weird how I never used it before. I guess most people don't care about going outside. Unless they plan on having fun outside. Exhibitionism is not my sort of thing. To much pervertedness for my taste.

I didn't expect Fu Xien to join me. Well, I did propose to her. She feels more attached. Since she didn't decline it our right it means she has feelings for me. When I got out to the balcony I look to the left to see a closed window.

That is the window Fu Xien almost fell out of. She did, but I saved her before she fell to the ground. Hmm, whatever I guess. When I sat down I could see people walking. Ok, time to go shopping again. Is this a new message?

Warning: The User has been buying too many skill pills. For a punishment F-rank skill pills will never be less than 500000 Sin Points. Please spend points more reasonably.

This bastard of a system! It is mad that I gained more skills? Does it expect me to buy potions or weapons? I can gain skills using this system. I am barely stronger than a child. Gaining skills is what gives me an advantage!

My only best guess is supply and demand reasoning. Low supply and my demand is too damn high. I should be careful and not buy too many of one item over time or at once. I will just buy some stat-raising potions and buy save up for a weapon next time.

I should buy some strength and mana stat-raising potions. Even though one skill scales with my mana. Most of my skills take a small amount of mana. I just obtained a skill called Demon Summoning. It's B-ranked and might take more mana than I have.

If I am guessing it might take 1000 mana. That would be a lot of vials of liquid to drink. I haven't summoned it or even tried to summon it. So I am not sure how the summoning works. I heard cultivators have a way of gaining more power. I wonder if I can replicate it with magic. I have an expert on cultivation right here. I will ask her right now.