I Love You Alone

Holding the umbrella, I left the small house I had been trapped in for two years. In fact, I didn't feel good at all. When I asked that woman to live with me, I wasn't joking or taking advantage of her. At this moment, I felt like a homeless child who had lost warmth, but no one knew that I wanted to cry.

However, people had to learn to respect reality, didn't they? When Old Li sold this house, my departure was inevitable.

I found an ATM nearby and withdrew 1000 yuan from the card according to the agreement. I also checked the user information and found out that the overly beautiful woman was called Mi Cai.

I really like her name. 'Mi', which means rice, represents food and clothing, and 'Cai', which means hue, represents color. If there is rice and color in life, it is undoubtedly blissful, but I don't have either. My current life is only left with hunger and black and white, so the appearance of Mi Cai is more like a kind of irony to me! She mocked me for having nothing and being desperate and reached a dead-end!

...

At the corner of the long street, there was a hotel. I stayed there. Under the raging night wind and rain, I only fell asleep in a daze in the morning. When I woke up, it was almost noon.

I looked at my phone and realized there were more than a dozen missed calls, all from Le Yao. She was really persistent. Seeing I didn't answer the call, she sent me another message, saying, if she had known earlier, she would have given birth to the child in my stomach and used this so-called child of mine to punish me for the rest of my life.

I think it's a little funny. She's not afraid of being a single mother before marriage, but I am afraid of being a cheap father with an empty reputation. Obviously, her complaints did not cause me any psychological burden...

After washing up, I hurried to the hospital. Perhaps I went because I had a little kindness left in me, or maybe I sympathized with her. I couldn't explain why. Many times, people didn't know themselves very well.

When I arrived at the hospital and got off the taxi, I saw Le Yao waiting at the entrance of the hospital with an umbrella.

She noticed me immediately, and her insecure expression finally eased a little. She walked towards me.

I was furious, but when I thought of how she had once laid on the operating table and faced the cold scalpel, I held back my anger.

Le Yao held my arm with a serious expression and looked at her belly. She looked like she loved me deeply but I didn't pity her.

I broke free and was unhappy... "Tell me honestly, who did you sleep with to make you pregnant?"

"You, Zhao Yang!"

"Do you believe that I will strangle you to death?" I glared at Le Yao.

"Beast, go ahead and strangle me. If you strangled me yesterday, one corpse and two lives would have been lost. You would have made the headlines today and everyone in the country would know about you!" Le Yao narrowed her eyes as she spoke to me, but her body pressed closer to mine.

"Are you f*cking done? I slept with you two months ago. How long have you been pregnant? Show me your scans."

Le Yao ignored my doubts, but her tone suddenly softened. She held my arm tightly with deep regret and said, "Zhao Yang, if I didn't have the surgery yesterday and give birth to this child, you would be so happy!"

I suppressed my anger and pushed her aside, "Can you stop acting? Hurry up and do a follow-up. When you walk out of this hospital, treat me as if I'm dead, and stop bothering me forever!"

After a while, Le Yao lowered her head and said to me, "Don't talk about death. I won't bother you in the future!"

...

After Le Yao finished her check-up, she was on an IV drip in the ward. I sat beside her like a family member and accompanied her, but I was unwilling to say a word. I always felt a little aggrieved.

The doctor pulled me out of the ward and said, "Young man, your girlfriend is very weak and has mild symptoms of leukemia. You can't be careless with her care after the abortion. Otherwise, she will leave a root cause when she gets older. I'll prescribe some conditioning medicine and health supplements for you later."

I nodded and didn't think too much about it. I just felt the 1000 yuan I used yesterday should be enough to get the medicine.

With the doctor's prescription, I went to the second floor. The staff took a full five minutes to bring a bag full of medicine and health supplements to me. Then, he said, "It's a total of 3016 yuan. Do you want to pay by card or cash?"

I was stunned for a moment before I cursed, "What kind of immortal pill is this? Do you think I have too much money and are cheating me of my money?"

The staff was not surprised. He looked at the man who had just bought the medicine at the next window and said to me, "Did you see that? He just bought 8000 yuan worth of health supplements and medicine. If you don't have money, don't get your girlfriend pregnant!"

"He's so happy 'cause he's a rich man, idiot!" I cursed at the man's back and thought of Le Yao's weak and helpless appearance after the abortion. I held back my anger and took out Mi Cai's bank card from my wallet. "Give me a discount, or you can take off the 16 yuan."

The staff member took the bank card from my hand and rolled his eyes at me, "How refreshing. Have you seen a hospital that gives discounts?"

Holding the medicine I bought from the pharmacy, my heart was bleeding!

...

I helped Le Yao out of the hospital, who was still weak after the IV drip. The rain was still falling, and the air was heavy and depressing.

Le Yao leaned against me and walked for a moment. Suddenly, she asked me unexpectedly, "Zhao Yang, there's a production team inviting me to Heng Dian next month. Do you think I should go?"

"Is it reliable?" I tried my best not to provoke her emotions and asked gently. In fact, I had no interest in where she would film.

"I've already gone to try on the makeup. The director and producer are very satisfied and think I'm quite suitable for this role."

"Fine. Aren't all of you graphic models sharpening your heads to get into the entertainment industry? If there's an opportunity, you'll grab it… By the way, this is the post-surgical care supplement prescribed by the doctor. Take it back and eat it on time. I'll send you a message later to tell you how to eat it." I said as I handed her the toilet bag in my hand.

Le Yao didn't take the bag I handed her, but stared at me for a long time and said softly, "My work as a model is just a temporary transition. Actually, I graduated from the Shanghai Theater Academy's performing arts department."

"F*ck! No wonder you were so presentable when you blackmailed me. So you're a professional. I was really blind to not recognize a top student who graduated from acting!" I exclaimed in a half-mocking and half-teasing manner.

Le Yao completely ignored me and asked, "Zhao Yang, do you think I'm pretty?"

"If you're not pretty, would I sleep with you?" I stared at Leyao and asked. She was indeed a beauty, and she was the kind of beauty that was very down-to-earth. Her eyes were bright, her lips were red, and her teeth were white. She was also a little sexy and charming.

Le Yao nodded, "Zhao Yang, forget about Jian Wei. When I become a female celebrity, I will love you alone!" After saying that, she took the bag from my hand and left like the wind.

...

I came back to my senses after a while. A cold wind blew over. I suddenly remembered that I had agreed to move out before 1 p.m. with Mi Cai. It was already 1:30 p.m. I immediately reached out to flag a taxi and drove back to my original residence. On the way, I remembered I had just used Mi Cai's bank card to pay 3016 yuan for health supplements and medicine. I told her that I would only pay 1000 yuan. Now, I owe 4016 yuan. How am I supposed to pay back so much money?

Thinking of Mi Cai's unsmiling but overly beautiful face, I was in a mess!