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After leaving the bar, I stuffed a few bills in the teenager's pocket.

"Medical expenses. 」

"Sister, you just looked so desperate." The boy's silver hair streaked a bold arc in the dark night, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Think about me?" It is said that the person you like at first sight will like it for a long time, sister, you are the person I like at first sight. No matter what, I'm better than the one inside, look at his appearance, I will definitely regret it in the future, if he comes to pester you, I can use my sister as a shield. 」

I looked into the boy's unearthly pure eyes and slowly spoke, "I'm sorry." 」

He smiled: "Sister, don't apologize, you didn't do anything wrong." If you regret it, you can find me and I'll take you away. 」

Before the teenager left, he left his cell phone number in my memo.

I slowly deleted the string of numbers.

When I got home, I flushed all my medicine down the toilet and took out a bottle of red wine.

After opening it, without waiting for the wine to be sobered, I directly took the bottle and drank it.

The cold wine slipped into my lungs and I choked violently.

I spit out a large gulp of red wine.

I spat and spat before reacting, I didn't drink so much red wine.

What I'm vomiting is blood....

Vast expanses of blood.... A steady stream of blood....

Chi Day, I lied to you, so I swallowed a thousand silver needles.

This is also what I promised you, I did it.

I don't owe you anymore.

Later, the sky by the window never lit up again.

I can't think of a way to say a gentle goodbye to the world.

Death is the last tenderness it gives me.

Before I closed my eyes, I seemed to see Chi Ri when I was a teenager.

The boy's clean eyebrows and dark eyes.

He was someone I liked at first sight.

I liked people for thirteen years.

My father died of cancer at an early age, and my mother took me to remarry a violent man.

As soon as he got drunk, he would beat me and my mother.

I wanted my mom to leave him, but she said he was nice to them when he wasn't drunk, a good person.

My mother told me to endure it and grow up.

I understand that she does not have the ability to survive.

She could only cling to him and had no courage to leave.

But she didn't know, I was too scared.

When he wasn't drunk, I was also worried, and the fear of not knowing when he would get drunk or when he would suddenly start tormenting me day and night.

At one point, he got drunk again.

I was almost killed by him because I hit him.

After my mom refused the divorce again, I ran away from home at night.

I was still having a fever, and I couldn't walk anymore, so I got into the trash can on the side of the street, thinking that I would die.

When the sky is shining.

The moment the lid of the trash can was lifted, the first time I saw him, I fell from night to day.

I couldn't help but fall in love with him.

The day is a light that breaks through my dark life, my salvation, and the abyss.

We look at each other.

He looks like an angel.

He took me out of the trash can, took me home, and gave me a very sweet candy.

Later, I kept thinking that if Chi Ri hadn't given me the first candy, maybe I wouldn't have wanted the second one greedily.

After my mom became pregnant, the man stopped engaging in domestic violence frequently.

I never went back to that home after I lived on campus.

When working at a convenience store at four o'clock in the morning, when the boss deliberately withheld wages, when the teacher named the teacher for arrears of tuition... Many, many difficult moments, I want to give up when the rotten time, as long as I see the pond day, I have the courage to persevere.

Even if he doesn't belong to me.

Even if he doesn't know me.

Even if he has forgotten about me.

During the three years of high school, I was waiting for him while he waited for others to finish class.

In fact, it's really hard to like him, but if I don't like him, I will have a harder time.

After the college entrance examination, I went to his university.

I thought at that time, the person I liked, every time I looked at it, I earned it.

But then....

I actually wanted all his love.

I was wrong.

I should always have a crush.

The relationship should not be allowed to glimpse the light of day.

Chi Day, on my wedding anniversary, I went to climb the mountain and went to the temple where you and Liang Xiaoxiao went together.

I put on three incense sticks and asked the gods for one thing.

I pray to the gods not to meet again in my next life.