Chapter 30

"Let's start with feeling the magicule. Close your eyes and try to feel the energy around you. You might feel warm or cold, light or heavy or other sensations on your body. Usually, you'll able to feel one of the sensations that correspond with your main attribute. If you are able to feel that sensation, you can imagine yourself gathering it in your body. Let's try it." Brother Winslow continues his explanation.

"Alright, I will start it right now." I nodded and tried what he teaches me.

I try to do it as if I do a meditation in my previous life. As I sit in the lotus position and closed my eyes. I try to feel the sensation that Brother Winslow just explained.

My body could feel all of the sensations that he just said. The heat, cold, light, heavy, bright and dark. Should I try to gather it in my body? As I imagine gathering it in my body, my body feels strange but also somewhat comfortable.

As I continue to gather it into my body, I feel like my body was dipped inside the hot springs. But suddenly someone grabbed my shoulder.

"My Lady, are you alright?" Brother Winslow worriedly said.

"Eh? Did something happen? I only did what you teach me and tried to gather it in my body. Did something wrong with what I was doing?" I confusedly ask.

I did everything following what he taught me. But why do they make such expressions?

"Y-y-young miss, what do you do just now?" Sister Ancelina stuttered.

"What happened in the few minutes I closed my eyes?" I asked as I wondered about what happened in a few minutes.

"Few minutes!? No, around an hour has passed since you closed your eyes." Sister Ancelina said with a horrible expression on her face as if I do something scary.

Huh!? An hour! I just felt around a few minutes but how could this happen? I didn't know what to say because I don't know why it became like this.

"Do you realize what you just did?" Brother Winslow asked with a calm tone.

"I just do it like what you teach me and put all of the sensations that I could feel into my body," I answer it honestly as I don't know what's wrong with me.

"What kind of sensation that you feel?" Brother Winslow asked for more details.

"When I closed my eyes, I could feel the heat, cold, light, heavy, bright and dark feelings. I don't know what to do because I could feel every sensation around me clearly on my body. So I decided to put everything that I could feel into my body. Should I not do it?" I explained to him what I did as I want to know what was wrong with me.

"Y-You could feel all of the sensation!?" Brother Winslow said with an extremely surprised expression.

"Y-Young miss, h-how could you able to feel everything? A-And is it possible to gather all of the different magicule into your body?" Ancelina also acts extremely surprised.

'! Could it be...'

"I shouldn't did it, isn't it?" I tried to make sure.

"No, most people in this world could only gather a maximum of two kinds of the magicule. I never heard about someone who was able to gather all kinds of magicule into their bodies. It's not normal so it's better if you don't tell other people about it." Brother Winslow explained and warned me.

"Do you mean that I should be able to use all kinds of the attributes?" I asked to make sure.

"Yes, theoretically you should be able to use all of the attributes except for the special attributes. You need to hide this fact later if they started your magic class." Brother Winslow tells me with a serious face.

I was dumbstruck by what he was telling me.

It was different from what I knew. Because in the game, Renneshia could only use wind attribute magic. Did no one tell her about it?

"I think you need to sleep now because tomorrow you still need to wake up early for your new class." Brother Winslow reminded me.

"Ah, alright, good night. I'm sorry for taking your time until this late." I snapped off from my inner confusion and apologized to both of them for the trouble that I caused.

"I think it was good that we are the only ones who know about it. What do you think if the other person knows about this?" Brother Winslow said as he stroke my head.

"Yes. Please help me to hide it from them." I smile as I said it.

"Of course, leave it to me! I will never tell anyone about it. So don't worry about it, young miss!" Sister Ancelina said with a serious face.

"Alright, it's already late so both of you also need to rest. Good night!" I said it to both of them.

"Good night, young miss. Have a nice dream." Sister Ancelina said as she went back to her room.

"You should stop your training and go to sleep." Brother Winslow said while glaring at me.

How sharp! He seems to know about what I want to do when they leave this room. But listening to his words, I think it would be better if I follow his warning.

After all, I don't know what will happen to me if I continue to do it. I don't even know if it was safe for me to do that. Should I rest and see what will happen tomorrow morning?

In the end, I nodded my head.

"Good night." Only after I decided to listen to his words did Brother Winslow finally leave my room.

I decided to sleep after they left my room.

Today was a tiring day. As I lay my body on the bed, I quickly fall asleep.

***

Chirp.

I heard the sound of birds chirping on my window. I try to open my eyes but for some reason, I couldn't do it. But I can feel the gentle breeze that brings the bird's song to my ears.

Drip.

I heard the sound of water dripping and I could feel my wet hands. But I am still unable to open my eyes to look at what happened.

Crackle.

Another sound could be heard and I feel as if my feet are on fire.

What happened?

Is this the effect of what I was doing when I train my magic before?

Boom.

Suddenly I heard something falling in my direction and it feels like it is squashing my body.

I try to move it away.

Finally, I could open my eyes. But I couldn't see anything as one of my eyes saw a blinding light while the other saw pitch darkness.

My whole body feels discomfort so I closed my eyes and open them again. I feel dizzy but I saw the usual scenery that I have been used to seeing it for a year. I was in my room. I feel a bit groggy.

I raise my head and saw the small window in my room. I could see the sun starting to rise.

I need to prepare for the etiquette class that will start from today onwards. I finished tidying myself and went to the kitchen to get my breakfast.

After finishing my breakfast I went to the drawing room. It was where I will having my etiquette class.

I waited for an hour before the teacher came. She didn't say anything as she was coming late.

This is my first etiquette class but not only she didn't feel any guilt about it. And she keeps glaring at me as if I was something disgusting to her.

"How dirty. Can you not even greet your etiquette teacher?" The etiquette teacher said with disdain tone.

She was late and still dare to preach about etiquette. I feel speechless from her crazy logic. But I couldn't help but to greet her.

"Nice to meet you, my name is Renneshia Ventus Ruach. I will be in your care and I will do my best to learn from you, teacher." I just greet her with a casual bow.

Of course, I did it because I could see that the etiquette teacher is a person who didn't care if my movements are correct or not. She was just someone who was paid to harass me. I only need to learn it while hiding what I have learned and keep acting like a fool.

In the end, she hit me and she said that it was my punishment for not being able to do what she taught me.

I think that I have started to get used to being treated like this. There are no normal teachers that they hired for me. I wonder if they also teach Renneshia in the game like this. But it was something that I will never know.

The class is finally over and I quickly leave the drawing room and head back to my room.

As I arrived in my room, I quickly rub the medicine on my bruises. My movement might be looked like a professional because I have done this for around a year now.

One year.

Just one year and I feel that I have adapted myself to living as Renneshia. But I still need to prepare a lot of things to be able to leave this place as soon as possible.

I keep reminding myself to endure it because I will have my freedom when I leave this place.

I will definitely leave this place and go to a place where I won't be able to interact with the other characters from the game and I will save my mother too.