Chapter 39

After the birthday party ended, my (abusive) daily life returned. I continue to diligently learn and train myself for my plan. I'm glad that nothing happened after I saw that strange dream. But after that dream, I am suddenly able to control my magic power more easily than before. It was as if I got that person's knowledge after that dream. I hope I will be able to have that dream again. Maybe I will be able to learn more things. But nothing happened even after a few months has passed.

The season changes and I will become four years old in a month. Suddenly I was told to get new classes and I will become busier.

"I heard that they will tell you to learn about alchemy and magic earlier because you don't have any blessings and might be unable to learn it if they didn't teach you now. But didn't you have learned it for almost all a year and there is no problem with it?" Sister Ancelina grumble as she feels angry when they were badmouthing me.

"But I still haven't learned about any spells because of my constitution. And I feel that there is something wrong with my magic power lately. Maybe it was a really good chance for me to listen from a professional teacher. I might be able to do something about my problems." I calm her down with my reasoning.

"I know that you are having a trouble because of the different attributes in your body, Young Miss. But didn't you have found the solution? Because you have become more proficient with your control although it is only limited to releasing a small part of your magic." Sister Ancelina said with a surprised expression.

She was surprised when she saw that my control become better after the Young Master's birthday party. It was because I understand about circulating the magic inside my body after that strange dream. The part that I can not understand because I don't have any knowledge about it before. But after experiencing it in that dream, I am able to use the magic power to help enchant my body when training or my self-healing ability.

"I just suddenly understand how to circulate my magic power more efficiently than before. But I still don't know how to use the accumulated magic power in my body and am only able to create small magic balls from different attributes." I told her part of what happened to me.

I realized that the body that I possessed in that strange dream had a similar body constitution as mine. That's why I am able to quickly understand how to do it when I was awake. I try to imitate the way she did it in that strange dream and am able to circulate my magic better than before.

While I hope that I will be able to see the continuation of that strange dream, but I don't want to feel the pain or be nagged by Brother Winslow again. It was really scary.

"Hmm? Why do you make such expressions, Young Miss?" Sister Ancelina wonders about my expression as she tilted her head.

"No. It's nothing. I just remembered about being nagged by Brother Winslow." I said what I think.

"Uh..., it was really scary. I-I don't want to remember about it. So let's talk about other things..." Sister Ancelina said while trembling.

Both of us talk about the food and sweets that Brother Winslow made this morning. It was a delicious chocolate brownie. Chocolate base sweets are the best because the people in this mansion will think of them as burnt (or charred) cakes.

That day I passed my day like usual. I think my life is only repeating an almost similar schedule. This boring every day continue and new class are being added to my daily life.

***

In the magic class.

"I will now teach you how to use magic. Although it might be impossible for a thrash without a blessing like you to be able to learn it even if you start earlier." The magic teacher said with a disdained look.

Haaa. I sighed in my mind as the usual type of reaction from my teachers. Could he give a dress and new reactions? I feel bored by this kind of reaction.

"You just need to listen to my words carefully and maybe you will be able to learn some magic. Now you should know about what magic is. Magic is the power that is bestowed by the Goddess to every race in this world to help them to help her to take care of this world. That's why every creature with the Goddess's blessing will be able to easily use magic. Do you understand?" The magic teacher asked with an annoyed tone.

I raise my hand. "Teacher, may I ask something?"

"How stupid you are! Can't you even understand such simple things?" The magic teacher said with an angry tone.

"I want to ask if it was possible to be able to learn any magic because everyone said that I don't have any blessings." I (act) timidly said.

I just want to know about the common sense of magic that everyone knows in this world. I'm lacking a lot of the common sense of this world. Especially when it was related to magic.

"Hmph. You should have listened and focused on my explanation. As I said before, it will be hard for you because you don't have any blessings. But if you are listening to my words, you might have gotten lucky and able to use some magic. So listen to my words and only speak if I give you permission. Do you understand?" The magic teacher said.

"I understand." I nodded my head.

Uhh. I never thought that he will really have a new way of bullying or dissing me like this. Is this because I just said to have something new? I'm sorry please let me just have the usual one.

The class start but he never teaches me about anything important and only repeatedly praises the Goddess and tells me about the greatness of the human race. He keep praising himself like a narcissist, no it was more than that. Today class is only listening to him praised himself.

It was so (mentally) tiring class. Is this some mental training? Did he mean that I need to fortify my mental strength to be able to use magic?

'Is this some kind of a new mental torture?'

I feel really exhausted after the class and collapse when I arrived in my room.

I just want to have some rest right now.

***

I opened my eyes and saw an unknown scenery. It was much better than my current prison-like room. The blanket was so fluffy and warm.

Creak.

Someone opens the door and enters the room.

"..."

It was that strange dream again. The golden and silver hair man was in front of my sight.

"Ugh..., I...I really need to leave." This body said and her voice was really weak.

"You want to run away after you cause those trouble to us?" The golden hair man said with a sarcastic tone.

"I will do anything so please let me leave. That child will be in a dangerous condition right now." This body tries to raise her body but she didn't have enough strength and slips.

"Woah, do you really will do anything to make me let you leave?" The golden hair man grabs her body.

"Yes, I promise you that I will do everything that I can do to repay you. As long as it was something that I am able to do." This body nodded weakly.

"But what can you do? You are weaker than most of the people in this territory. And you seem to won't able to do something that most commoners are able to do. Then do you want to pay with your body?" He asked with a sarcastic tone and a beautiful smile.

Although I admitted that he really looks good-looking when he smiles like that but his words are the usual words of a playboy. What a jerk!

"What do you mean? Do you also like those people who chase me? They also said something that they want something from my body." It was an innocent reply without any sherd of ill will in her answer.

My reactions are similar to how both of the men in front of me, jaw dropped and speechless. How could there be such a pure person in this world?

"Ahahaha, are you really don't understand or... You, you are joking, right?" His expression seems to be unable to believe that it was the truth.

"Pfff, you know that she is ### and she seems to be ###. So what do you want to do, elder brother?" The silver hair man trying to stop himself from laughing.

"Shut up! Are all of the ### were idiots like her? I never thought of this kind of answer." The golden hair man said with a tired voice.

It was somewhat funny but also unbelievable in some parts of it. This body that I possess seems to be more lacking in common sense than me. Did she live in some cave far from civilization? Well, I am just someone who can only watch what happened. And I am really curious about that censored part. If only there are some popcorn.

I never thought that I will have this strange dream again. And it seems to be the continuation of the previous dream. Is this some kind of drama series?