Chapter 140

"What do you mean that my fate suddenly changed?" Renneshia asked the most disturbing part of Kadaklan's words.

"Right, your fate seems to suddenly change into something that I cannot read anymore. Look at this part, this is where your fate starts to change. At first, it looks like Shia fate but when I see it again, it changes each time I see you." Kadaklan started to explain and show it on the picture that he drew.

"Do you think it was possible for a person will be able to change their fate like this? I remember Shia told me that it was hard to change the fate that had already been decided. Are there some abnormalities with my fate?" Renneshia feels afraid because she feels something ominous is happening to her fate.

'Could it be that Renneshia's fate changed because I was reincarnated as her? If remembering my past life memories is the cause, then would I be able to change my fate? But it feels an extremely ominous feeling from how it looks. Should I ask him to help me know the cause?' Renneshia hesitated to tell everything about what happened to her.

"Did you know something that might cause it? Your expression seems to have some ideas of the possible cause. Can you please let this dead man know about your secret? I will do my best to help you to find the solution to your strange fate." Kadaklan said with a gentle smile that made Renneshia feel the reassuring feeling.

"That... I don't think you will trust me... Actually, my soul is coming from another world. I suddenly remember my past life memory and understand that I died in that world and I was born as Renneshia, the villainess from a game that will always have a dead ending. Oh right, the game is similar to a storybook if I need to easily make an example... Can you understand what I am saying?" Renneshia explained carefully because different from what happened when she met Shia before, she had a hard time to explain it to Kadaklan.

"So you are not from this world. No wonder you are able to know a lot of strange knowledge. Can you tell me more detail about what you have experienced?" Kadaklan asked for more details. 

"Then I should start when I suddenly had a high fever and remembered my past life memories. At that time, ..." Renneshia began her story and explained everything to Kadaklan.

As she explained what happened to her, Kadaklan only listened carefully to her story and sometimes he asked some questions about the part he didn't understand. The explanation continues until Kadaklan understands Renneshia's condition.

"I think your reincarnation to this world is the cause of this messy part. But it is only one of the causes. It won't look like this if it was the only reason..." Kadaklan starts to explain his theory about the possibility that caused Renneshia's current fate.

The times seem to move slower as Renneshia seems to be happy to have someone who is able to help her with the secret that she is never able to say to anyone. 

At this time, Renneshia forgot to ask the most important thing about this mental space that he created. After finishing all of the problems that Renneshia wanted to ask, she said goodbye to Kadaklan and exited the mental space. Both of them seem to know that they might be able to meet each other again in the future.

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She wakes up and looks at the familiar scenery. It was not Favian's secret laboratory or some room in the alchemy guild but she was laying in her room in Red Dawn. She was surprised because she only felt that she had only spent a few hours in the mental space. 

Knock, knock.

Someone knocks on the door and opens it slowly.

"How is his condition? I heard that he suddenly got sick and collapsed." Someone asked with a worried tone from outside of the room.

"Did he being infected by the epidemic that started to spreading lately? I hear that it was something that caused a lot of death in another territory." Another person calmly asked.

"I have told you that he just seems to have a lot of stress lately. The only people who know about what truly happened are those three reckless people." Another person answers with an angry tone.

'They seem to be really worried about my condition. How long do I spend my time in the mental space? The scenery in that place was unchanging and didn't have a day-and-night cycle. Did I sleep for a whole day? I need to prepare for their nagging later.' Ludger thought and felt that he suddenly had a terrible headache. 

"Huh!?! You are finally awake!" Sister Ancelina rushed over in Ludger's direction when she saw him already regained his consciousness and hugged him while crying.

"Eh! You are right! This time you really make us worried." Brother Winslow's trembling voice could be heard from behind.

"I'm really glad that you are okay! Do you know how we felt when he brought you in that condition? You won't wake up and we don't even know what to do." Sister Ancelina asked while crying.

"I'm sorry for making you all worried. I never thought this kind of thing would happen. But don't worry because nothing wrong happens to me.

"Ludy, are you really alright? You have been sleeping for three days straight." Rainold asked with a worried expression. 

Ludger is finally able to see the people that came to his room when Ancelina changed her hug lower to prevent Ludger from getting suffocated by her hug. Currently, five people visit Ludger. They were Sister Ancelina, Brother Winslow, Rainold, Edgar and Leona. All of them seem to be glad because Ludger finally wakes up after sleeping for three days. 

But listening to their words silently, Ludger finally realized something from their words.

"Huh?! T-Three days?!! Did you just say that I have slept for three days???" Ludger was surprised to hear that he had spent three days in the real world. 

Ludger never thought the time difference would be that much. From what Ludger felt when he spoke with Kadaklan, the longest time should be around a day. But now Rainold told him that he had slept for three days. 

It was not what Ludger expected before. When the first time Ludger met with Kadaklan, he only thought that the other would be worried if he suddenly disappeared from their side. That's why he felt a bit of relief when he heard that he will only be sleeping. But at that time, he forgot about the possibility of the time difference between the two spaces.

'I never thought of this kind of possibility before because I think that it would be the same as the time when I saw Shia memories. But I never thought the difference is this much.' Ludger feels that he might be having more headache to explain what happened to him.

"Are you really alright? Why are you not saying anything... No, can you explain what happened to you? Do you know how much everyone feels shocked and worried because you keep sleeping like that?" Edgar seems to be really worried about Ludger's condition.

"I'm really sorry for making everyone worried about my condition. But I also didn't know that something like this would happen to me. Although I think that it was much better than if I suddenly disappeared somewhere no one knew its location." Ludger tries to make them stop worrying about his condition and thoughtlessly says the worst case that he thought before.

It only makes everyone who heard his words turn pale and angry at Ludger. Maybe because Ludger just woke up after spending three days sleeping or because of the effects of the mental space. Currently, Ludger seems to be synchronized with Renneshia from the game who didn't understand why someone would worried about her condition. 

'Oh my goodness, what did I just say to them?! How could I make them feel more worried because of my thoughtless words? My mind feels dull. Is this the side effects of that mental space?' Ludger felt panic as he saw everyone's expressions and Sister Ancelina who hugged him cried louder because of his words. 

"Haa, you must be hungry after sleeping for three days without eating anything. Well, we still make you drink some honey water so you won't starve to death but I will make something light for you. Don't push yourself and stay in your bed to have some rest." Brother Winslow said and left the room.

'I think that he was really angry this time. But he wasn't angry at me. I think because no one knows what to do in that situation. I think I would also act like them if they were in such a situation and I can't do anything to help them.' Ludger tries to think about how they feel in this situation. 

"I'm really alright. Nothing happened to me. I... Hmm, what happens to Mr. Darius, Mr. Favian and Mr. Hudson? They were the ones who were with me when everything happened. They must be extremely worried about my condition. And where is my Mom? Is she alright?" Ludger starts to think about how worried the people that with him in that laboratory and his mother are. 

Sister Ancelina looks at him with a disbelief expression as she releases her hugs. But before anyone be able answer him...

"My child... Do you know how worried I'm?" Ludger's mother, Katarina rushing to his direction and carefully look at his condition.