The Lycan Queen's mate

My whole life all I have known is hate and suffering. They have snuffed out every feelings inside me. I am dead, leaving every moment like a zombie. I don't even feel like escaping their torture anymore. What is the worse they can do to me that they haven't already done to me. That was my delusion. I never believed the man I called father could go so low as to betroth me to every she wolf worse nightmare. Alpha Roderick is a sick sadistic bastard who tortures and rapes the she wolf in his pack. He was a demon reincarnated, a horror you will never wish on your worse enemy. Just when I was contemplating of taking my life---because death is a blissful relief compared to the life that awaits me should I leave with Alpha Roderick----she walks in, like an avenging dark angel to stake her claim on me. She is the Lycan Queen, a woman who makes Alpha Roderick's reputation look like a saint. Have I been saved or just been doomed to a fate worse than death?