Chapter 7: Destiny

" Can I ask a question? ". Keisha asked me, " Yeah sure what is it? ". I answered her. " Um, do you like Jean? ". She asked me. I was surprised to hear this. " Of course not, you know that we're just friends ". I immediately answered her

Is that why she lost her appetite because thought I liked Jean?

If only she knows how I like her but it doesn't matter, even though we became a couple, and in the end, Kiel is the one she ended up with. Is that why I'm always upset with Kiel besides being such a bastard? Is there another reason? I ended up thinking and thinking and making things complicated.

" Oh if you insist, okay well good to hear ". She answered me as if she was forcing a smile. " Are you okay Kei? ". I asked her. " Yes, I am, don't worry ". " Don't worry about me, let's go we're done here you can go home and take a rest, it's Sunday so take a rest". Kei still forcing her smile but I can't do anything to reassure her.

When she said that, I was even more uneasy about her but I couldn't do anything and just went home and slept after all I also lacked sleep.

I woke up in the morning and it was time to go to work. Eat and shower and get dressed to go to work.

When I was about to enter the door at my work, I saw Keil waiting at the opposite door. When he saw me he waved his hand and smiled at me.

Don't smile at me it creeps me out. I said to Keil while glaring. Oh c'mon, it's morning don't be so moody. Keil told me that it annoyed me even more. Well, if I hadn't seen you, I would have smiled when I came out, but thanks to you, my day is ruined. I told him. You're still mad at me? I'm so sorry please forgive me. The voice said to me while pleading. Next time, so please can you please step aside and let me go inside? I told him to quickly step aside blocking the door.

" Hi Angge, good morning ". I heard Keisha greet me. " Oh hello good morning, did you eat breakfast? ". I greet Keisha and ask a question. " Uh yes, I eat it. I saw you talking to Keil, you seem still pretty furious at him huh? ". She responds. " Well, every time, it is given, that fool's head grows bigger and bigger every time that he gets another chance". I said to Keisha. " You don't seem to know that, just let it go. Pass it first, " Kiel spoke before even Keisha answered while patting my shoulder.

My boss, Keisha's father, arrived and I started working until my time was over and it was time to go home and rest.

So many thoughts coming into my head, I know that in the end, they're the ones who ended up marrying each other. I know that since we were kids. I know that that's why I ship them out. I know so why? Why are things getting complicated? In the end, I'm the one who's left out alone. So why? Why they can't just follow their destiny?

Many why, I left out with why in my head. What gonna happens to me if we got to the age they finally get married? Alone? We're already 23, only 4 years and they will get married. Can I be really happy with Kei before her marriage? Is this only my destiny? Is it only my path? I don't know now.

Ah, I can't think anymore. I'm so tired, I don't feel like eating anymore, I'll just go straight to sleep.