Chapter 8: Dream

It's another new day and nothing has changed in my daily routine. Slept, woke up, work, and got drunk. Repeat and repeat and there is still no process in my relationship with Kei. Should I confess to her? but what if she rejects me? What about our friendship?

After thinking about it many times I decided to confess to her.

I got dressed and went to work, I also decided to invite Kei to drink so that if she rejected me, I would just say that it was just a joke. Let's just use a little brain.

" Hey Kei, good morning. Did you eat breakfast?". I asked Kei. " Yes, I did, how about you? ". " Yeah me as well ". " Um, Kei if you like to drink at my house after work? ". I asked with doubts that she might not agree.

" Of course, I would like to ". When Kei said while smiling come to her ears. " Thank goodness I thought you wouldn't agree. I said to Kei ". You're wrong, I've been wanting to go to your house for a long time ". She told me that word that made me think back days. " You never been to my place? ". I asked her. " No, only Kiel comes to your house when we go out. It's just Keil who comes to pick you up, when I say I'm coming, he doesn't want to ".

" Well, whatever, okay okay, I'll meet you later after I've done my work ". I said to her while giving her a warm smile. " Okay, bye see you later ".

After that conversation, I went straight to my room to do my work so I can get out early. After work, I went straight to her office.

I gently knock on her door. As I knock I ask if she was inside and she replied she insist to I come inside. When I enter her office I saw her reading one of paper works, she looks stunning with that tight polo shirt and skirt with green eyes like Emeralds. I stare at her before talking to her to get a drink at my house.

As we get out of work we stop by a convenience store nearby. We buy a few drinks and snacks. We went straight to my house. I suddenly realized that I didn't clean my house yesterday. I'm busy and lazy at the same time. On weekdays I work my ass out and on weekends I drink alcohol until midnight.

After a few minutes, we reach my house. As I open my door Kei got a look of shyness and start blushing out of nowhere. We entered the house and put my jacket on the sofa and let Kei sit down on the sofa. I get her nicely cold water to start by. I saw Keisha hugging and sniffing the jacket I put down on the sofa. She saw me and suddenly dropped my jacket, she sat down straight and covered her face due to an embarrassing moment. To avoid the topic she abruptly said to just get drunk already.

The time flies with such a nice conversation and smile and she suddenly stops talking, she leans her head at my shoulder as her face is getting red from amount of the alcohol she drink. I enjoy that quiet moment we share and then that's my mind suddenly thinking about confession by I don't want to become straightforward so I started by talking about our high school when I realized my feelings for her.

" Y'know Kei, when we started high school we are always sticking to each other and even the teacher thought that we are sisters. When teachers are arranging the seats they sit us together beside each other. When we enter the second year of high school that's when my feelings develop. As I realized my feeling all happening feels different, the hugs we shared when we were children suddenly felt different. I enjoy staring at you while reading books as your hair sway by the wind. Your green eyes are like pairs of Emerald. I love all about you, especially your personality. I realized that my dream is to stay beside you. I want that the one who gonna there when you cry, are happy, and feel miserable. I like it so much that I want to call you every night to hear your voice before going to sleep. I like you so much Kei".

As I confess my feelings I felt my heart full of joy but at the same time, I'm scared that she might reject me. My hands and shaking and before even I realized it, I'm already crying. If she said no, I'm still always at her side all the time. If she said yes I will support her before she gets married.