Chapter 41: Goodbye my love

We left the house, I thought we were going to commute cause I didn't see any car or even Kiel's car, I didn't even know what even happened to him. We can ride my motorcycle but seems like my motorcycle is not here and with this dress, I can't ride a motorcycle.

Jeanneth insists on making me wear this dress, It's nice but it is not my style and this kind of style doesn't suit me.

Jeanneth noticed that I'd been staring at the dress I was wearing and she said, " Don't worry, you are stunning right now Angel. You are so beautiful."

Am I being dreamy right now but seems like Jeanneth has been flirty with me for a while now. What's happening hmm?

"And how do you know that, that is what I'm thinking huh?" I asked her and her response was, "That is because I know you." She smiled and started humming. I start confusing the atmosphere now, it's like there's something I need to know. There's something I need to know!!

Minutes past while standing in front of her house I saw Sebastian approaching with a car. I didn't even know he could drive.

"Sebastian Alonzo, you are late!!" Jean said to Sebastian. "You can drive???" I asked I was shocked to see him driving. "Of course, I can sis I am not a kid anymore, I'm already 20 years old." He said with a smug face "Hoo you're being nasty boy, btw where are we going? My brain still not working, I'm really confused right now." I asked them and they looked at each other and then smiled.

"Just enjoy the moment for now okay? You getting ready for it, it is a special day yet a heartbreaking day." "That's all I can say for now," Jean added.

"C'mon Jean, sis let's go" Did I hear it right? "Since when did you drop your honorific to Jeanneth huh?" And he replied, "Not too long hehe, let's go the special guest is waiting." He said and started opening the door for us and he got in the car.

While I was thinking Jeanneth tapped me and said "Let's go gel" We got in the car and Sebastian started the machine and started driving.

As Seb driving the two of them are talking and I thinking about what will happen after we arrive at the place. Who is the special guest Seb said. Is it Keisha? What happened? Is this day supposed to be happy or sad? What did they mean? I didn't realize as the car stopped by the place I was familiar with, this is my favorite place. The place I used to come since high school. Am I getting old? I laughing in my mind thinking my age getting older and older hahaha

Sebastian opened the door and helped me to get out of the car. "We're here" "here is the place" he added

As we walked I saw a familiar figure and hair and I smelled the smell of my love. IT'S KEISHA!!

I run as fast I can, even with this dress I run just to hug her. As I was running she opened her arms and I went straight to her touch.

The hug of the love of my life. This is what I've been waiting

"Where were you? Where did you go last night? What happened?" I start asking her as many questions as I can breathe.

"Chill darling, I'm okay, I'm here okay?" Ahh the sound of my love, it's a paradise, but as she spoke her voice seemed like holding tears. I want to know what happened.

"For now, let's enjoy, I set up the picnic, let's go," She said and started pulling my hand as she smiled.

I smiled and just went by the wave of life.

We sat down, the view was so beautiful, I once loved the view here that I wanted to come here every day by day. They really nailed it bringing me here. All the thoughts that pop out in my mind are now gone. I'm happy, I'm smiling, I'm her side right now. This is all I want.

We start feeding each other, talking about the past, laughing together, and more. After we ate I slept in her lap as she touched my hair and talked about how she loved me. That talk made me sleep, I woke up it was already afternoon, and the sunset was so beautiful as the orange sky started filling the sky, the thing I love is here, the sunset I love staring at is here right now with my love. This is like a dream I want to dream about every day.

"I know how you really love the sky, sunset and of course nature, I know that that's why this is your favorite place. I love how gentle you are, I really love you, Angel. You are my love but there's always an end. I also don't want it but you know it is." For now, Kei stopped talking, as my eyes started getting teary. Even if I don't want to listen, I need to. I need to accept what it is.

"Do you remember what happened last night? There's something that happened after they took you home. I insist that Jean let you in her house even though I don't want to, you know how I get jealous of her right? That night was traumatizing. I just can't rebel against my parents. I tried but didn't work. I hope I am as strong as you." She said

"I'm not, I'm a wreck, but I need to stand still 'cause that's what the best for. All I want is to be with you Keisha, you know that." I said to her as I kept staring at her. "I know that's why I tried to change their decision but I failed once again. You don't know my parents love me, they are really strict. For what I've done they decide to take me to the States where Maxine is right now."

"HUUUUHHH? WHATT? R U BEING SERIOUS??" I shouted as I heard her words. "I'm sorry Angel but I can't keep my promise, I'm sorry I can't-" She started crying out loud before she even said some other words I started hugging her, I couldn't keep my cool, and my tears also started falling out my eyes.

"I'm sorry Kei, I let you fight with your own, I'm sorry I was not at your side that time. I'm sorry that my promise to be by your side always is now just words. Sorry, my promise just became just words. I'm so sorry for letting you fight alone"

We start crying, we both can't talk straight so we just let it up to calm down ourselves. Time passed we both stopped crying and I started asking her.

"Where is Kiel? Is he going with you?" I asked and she said, "He's not, he left his house and refused to go out of this country. He got angry with his parents. We also don't know where he is right now." "For my marriage, they said they will arrange me once again with others and they will let it happen whatever happens." She added with a low voice.

"Oh, is that right? So, it is really the end? Can we still communicate? Am I expecting you to come back to me? Am I still waiting for my girlfriend?" All those questions are hurting me, even my mouth can't say it directly but I need to. All I'm doing right now is what I need to do before I regret not asking and accepting it.

"I'm sorry Angel" That response is hurting me, with just that word I know it is the end. I don't want to, I-I want to stay with her. I want to keep her by my side. Why I can't? Why?

"When are you going out of the country?" I simply asked and she said that she was leaving right now, and this midnight she would go to her flight.

Jeanneth and Sebastian stepped out of our conversation and said, "It is time Keisha, you need to go before your parents find out." Jeanneth said to Keisha. "Yes, thank you both of you. I really appreciate it." "I'm expecting you to take care of Angel, Jean." She added and she started walking through the car waiting.

"W-wait Keisha, this is it? Keisha wait please please...." she didn't even flinch to look back she got in the car and the car started driving away to the place where I was.

"Is this the heartbreaking part Jean? What did I do wrong? Yes, I am wrong but did I deserve this kind of sh*t?" I start crying once again and both of them start hugging me and rub my back. I can't fight on anymore. Did I need to stand still even though I had already broken in a piece? Can I even saw the happiness I've been dreaming about? What's wrong with me? That's right... I love her for being her, that's right, I love her 'cause that is want and what I want is to love her, but..

I once broke again....