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"I will, I promise." the words fall easily from my mouth. But… well it really felt like there was something missing. 

Something really- really important. I- what was it? I look at her, the worry in her eyes and just can't remember.

She hugs me closer. And it's then that I remember.

"You're mine, and I'm yours. So you better live, promise me that."

You're mine… mine… yours…

It's there. Right there. Her personality. I had messed with her… like she was just an object to delay with and… and after that brush with death I don't want that.

I want the real her. Not the split personality that I had made. 

This might… no it probably is a mistake. But I'm not willing to drag this on any longer. Not after today and not after feeling my own mortality.

I had not even lost my virginity yet. But I would soon. Soon I would.

But first there was something I needed to do.