I fiddled with the blood in my hand. All the while walking back to the motel where I'm sure Lily is. How? That's simple dear~ And quite fucking obvious!
A couple minutes. I'd only walked off for maybe ten at the most. And Lily doesn't have any place that she needs to be, so enraptured by my core that she is. There's no way that she hasn't stopped fondling it.
Oh. And there's also this feeling. An instinct telling me to go there. It's hard to resist the pull of my own gut. It's also the reason why I'm holding blood in my hands. The calming and soothing presence helps my sanity.
But even still I'm drawn here. To the little place that both Lily and I have come to call home... however temporary it might be.
I want to know why too. Why am I being drawn here? Why is my gut telling me that I need to be there? Does it have to do with my core?