the relief

We began walking through the meadows, we walked and talked about a lot of things, things I don't think anyone knows about him or me. I came to know that he is such a sweetheart : he likes coffee like the rest of us and he has WINGS that are darker than the night, he is the most truthful and kindest person that I have ever met in all these years. I know that I cant trust someone just after spending a day with them but my heart has always been right in leading me into my destined places even when father was tormenting me, so I trust my heart and I believe that this is the start of something big that no one ever saw coming.

Reaching home, I did my night care routine and laid down on the bed. I have been laying here with my eyes open for about two hours and sleep still hasn't come to me. Why? I thought. Why would father go to such lengths just so he could make me suffer… even after everything I don't think I can hate him not when he is my father the man who made me from mere sand. Why do this to his first real daughter? I never thought that father would hate me, but now I know better. Suddenly another thought came to me, about what Nyx said earlier in the day about him not having his rights? Does he have to answer to someone other than himself? I thought death has always been alone and that he is his own master, was I wrong?

I don't know when I slept but I did have a wonderful sleep. As I was free for another 70 years or so I had nothing to do other than drown in my sorrows. So I grabbed a tub of ice cream and sat in front of tv opening Netflix and started watching friends, again. I was on my third episode when I got a call from an unknown number. I have never received unknown calls except for company calls and this didn't look like one so I thought what more could possibly happen and picked up the call, "hello?" "umm… hey its Nyx. I just wanted to make sure this is your number".

Nyx's POV

She was the only woman that understood me, Lilith. She was the definition of beautiful, gorgeous and whatever sweet name you can call her. And after knowing what god had done to her I knew I had to let her know and I did. But my heart broke into a million pieces when she cried and begged me to reap her, I just wanted to take that pain away I would have reaped her if I could but I had no say in it, this was her fate and she had to live it just like me. But never in all these years of reaping souls had I known that my heart could call out to someone like that. She got silent and wheeped but her tears were over she hugging onto me for dear life. I don't know why but my heart skipped a beat, and yes I have a heart. I got her number from one of her inner circle the ones she would like to call 'her own'.

My heart was beating so was when the call began dialling that I thought I was having a heart attack but knowing that I cant die was actually a relief. "hello?" god her voice it so sweet that its like she is a siren, "umm… hey its Nyx. I just wanted to make sure this is your number" she laughed her laugh brought a smile to my face, knowing that she was okay now maybe made me happy. "why wouldn't you be sure? I am pretty damn sure that you compelled one of my own to get the number".