Chapter 48 - The one who gives
— So tasty — Growled the alpha squeezing Nathaniel's thighs.
Jake went on to hold Nathaniel's arms, pulling him back and keep moving inside himself. It was hot, tight and maddening. Jake wanted to feel the same feeling again and again without stopping. Besides, when he screamed loudly, Jake managed to reach Nathaniel's prostate that made him tremble at the base.
The omega barely held up, leaning on the body of the alpha already powerless to continue. His nipples were swollen so much that Jake bit and sucked to make them sensitive to the measly touch.
Actually, Nathaniel's whole body was covered in bites and hickeys. It took a monstrous force to contain itself and not bite to the point of creating a bond. That's why Jake ended up biting himself when he felt he was going to lose control.
— Don't bite yourself, Jake! — Nathaniel fought, pulling his face — Please.
He made that worried face, that completely messed with Jake. Nathaniel's touches were so warm and comforting that the alpha ended up rubbing his face in his palm to feel more and more of his affection.
— Sorry, Nath — The alpha whispered, kissing the face of the omega.
The omega wrapped his arms around Jake pulling him to lie on top of him. He rubbed his face on the alpha's chest, while still exploring the lover's body. Jake had noticed that Nathaniel liked to touch and caress him, especially his arms and shoulders. The looks that the omega cast to his body were also not discreet.
His omega probably found him hot and that was a weapon that Jake would use to seduce Nathaniel.
When Jake raised his leg to invest freely, he had the full view of Nathaniel lying on his bed trying to muffle the moans and hide his shame. Not that it worked very well, since Jake kissed his hands in a silent request to show his face to him. And clearly was met.
Pulling Nathaniel's waist, Jake sat him on his lap and dictated his movements on his limb. It was a majestic sight that excited him even more when the omega struggled to roll and give him pleasure. More and more he went deeper and deeper into the omega, which clung to his neck and rolled his eyes with pleasure. His body tightened Jake's limb, which also increased his excitement.
Seeking to feel more Nathaniel's pheromones, Jake sniffed at his neck distributing wet, nibbling kisses that excite the omega.
— Jake... I'm gonna come again!
He barely spoke, and his whole body shuddered to gush out the almost transparent liquid. That also made Jake reach his peak, but not without first howling loudly inside Nathaniel and prolonging his pleasure.
How many times have they done it?
It was already dark outside.
His room was a complete mess. The sheets were lying on the floor, the pillows that little served as support for Nathaniel would also fall from the bed. All that was left were those two naked boys united.
— Jake, there's something weird inside of me.
The alpha let out a low laugh by hugging Nathaniel's waist.
— I'm stuck in you, I think it was a knot.
— A-A knot?! But that...!
— We use condoms, so that's fine. You just have to wait until it's calm down, so I can get out.
Nathaniel seemed to be upset. Wrapping his legs around Jake's waist, he adjusted with some difficulty, being able to be hugged the alpha remaining facing each other.
— Is that better for you?
— Are you worried about me? If you keep moving I won't resist and I'll end up wanting to fuck you again.
— Nothing will come out of me anymore, and I'm already seeing little star.
Stroking his reddish brown hair, Jake smiled without feeling tired. Of course, an alpha will hardly budge so quickly when it comes to quenching the heat of its omega. However, Nathaniel was already tired and his whole body seemed weak and sensitive. If he did it again it might hurt him.
— How are you feeling? Are you sore?
— A little, but not so bad. I just feel exhausted.
— If you want to get some sleep, enjoy that beautiful pillow.
Nathaniel let out a low laugh by flicking on the alpha's chest.
— That pillow over there?
— Limited edition and no right to return. You will not see anyone better!
— How can you be so excited yet?
— If it were up to me, we'd do it all night without stopping. And that probably wouldn't satisfy me.
Resting Nathaniel's head on his chest, Jake hugged him tight feeling satisfied. That fuck had been more special than the alpha expected. Nathaniel trusted him and let him see shirtless, giving Jake the opportunity to love him as he was.
It wasn't the scars on his body that made him less attractive.
— Thank you, Nath. for trusting me.
The omega relaxed in his arms holding Jake's hand and carrying it to his chest.
— I was afraid you'd find me disgusting and horrible. I don't even have the courage to look in the right mirror.
— There's nothing about you that isn't beautiful. So you can look in the mirror because you will remember me instead of the bad memories that brought these marks in your life.
Nathaniel shrugged and rubbed his cheek on the alpha's chest. Now, how could he be so cute? Jake would freak out right away. To his surprise, the omega took his index finger to the scar on his chest, making the alpha touch him carefully.
— Actually, I didn't get that scar in the accident. It was later.
— After? What happened?
— I was in a coma from the accident. My mother said I was in a critical state because a part of the car was stuck right here in my chest — Nathaniel took Jake's hand to another scar, a little smaller than the previous one.
Again the strange and uncomfortable feeling came over Jake. Just imagining the pain gave him goosebumps.
What kind of accident was that?
— Do you... remember that?
— Sure. At one point I was in the car talking to Ares, and when I opened my eyes... it felt like I was in hell. My hands are full of shards of glass from the front panel. My body is all sore and blood is running... And when I look away...
Nathaniel swallowed dry as his voice was fading. Jake squeezed him caressing his cheek with some regret. The last thing Jake wanted was for Nathaniel to remember painful things before bed.
— You don't have to tell me if you can't. I can understand your distress.
— It's okay, I want to tell you — Nathaniel didn't look at the alpha, but at his hand as if he was afraid to remember too much — Beside me was the Ares unconscious against the airbag. I remember calling him and trying to touch him, but at some point I blacked out.
— And then you woke up in the hospital?
— Yes. It took a while for my mother to tell me what happened, but I was in a coma for several days and was told that I needed an urgent heart transplant.
A shiver alerted Jake to what he might hear next.
He already imagined that Nathaniel had suffered, but did not imagine that it was so much.
— Ares wasn't as hurt as I was, he could recover faster. His health was always insane, you know? I even thought he was Superman.
— Wait... if he was in a better state, but ended up dying... That means...
Nathaniel splashed his hand on his chest over Jake's. The heart he felt beating clearly seemed strong.
— Hm. Ares donated his heart to save me.
Why?
Why would Ares do something like that?
A famous guy who had a life ahead of him gave up everything to give his heart to a boy. Obviously Jake was grateful that Nathaniel was alive, but felt that something didn't make sense.
At the same time, Jake finally understood why Nathaniel said those words the day he argued with Bianca. The apology for surviving. As well as other conversations they had, showing that fans of the fighter blamed Nathaniel for having survived.
— People don't know he made the donation, my mother said he asked for medical confidentiality.
— Why? If people knew that, no one would blame you!
Nathaniel tilted his head and then swung his shoulders.
— I don't know. I really have no idea. But I don't think he expected things to end that way.
— There's no way, Nath. If even when he was alive there were stories already talking about you two, then Ares could predict that things would be difficult for you if everything was kept secret.
— I really don't know what went on in his head.
Jake took a deep breath not to dispel his outrage over Nathaniel. It would not have been his fault if the decision had been made by Ares. Despite knowing about the donation, by itself, it was already surprising.
It would not help to discuss the subject.
Looking at the scar, Jake could hardly believe that Ares had given up his life to save Nathaniel.
— Should I go to his grave to thank him? — Thoughtful Jake murmured.
— Why?
— Because you survived. — Nathaniel looked away and Jake imagined that he wasn't that grateful for living — You know, Nath, I'm jealous of Ares. What you two lived through before the accident. I wish I could see you fight in a ring, celebrate your first win, see Nathaniel not hiding.
— I doubt very much that you would be interested in me.
— You're more interesting than you think. I don't mean by your involvement with Ares, but you hardly open up to people. There is a mystery around you that always calls me to unravel you.
Nathaniel made a face for the alpha.
— Just admit you're curious.
— That too, haha — Laughing Jake squeezing Nathaniel's hug — What I mean is that I wanted to be part of your life since before. Maybe then none of us would have suffered the loss of anyone.
— I only came back to Brazil because Ares died. So we would never have met.
— That's why I say I'm grateful that you survived — Jake whispered caressing Nathaniel's scar — Even though he went through so much pain and suffering, it was in the midst of so much chaos that we could meet.
Nathaniel stopped responding. Spying, Jake realized he had fallen asleep.
Sighing low, the alpha would still digest that information. If journalists found out that Ares donated his heart to Nathaniel, it would certainly increase the disagreement with the fighter's fans.
But if Jake could find out what Nathaniel and Ares' relationship was... depending on what he found, maybe all the misunderstanding could be solved.
Gently caressing Nathaniel's face, Jake watched over his sleep with a smile on his face.
Whatever it was, Jake would protect him. He would stand by him and make sure Nathaniel were happy.
Holding Nathaniel's hand, the alpha stroked the scars and then kissed his fingers.
— Is it okay if I feel jealous of someone who's gone and still has your affection?