Chapter 415

"I was born Helena Jenny (.jane). With a tired soul, I traveled west to California and became a 'female' man on the cover of a magazine."

Hugo's hands on the keyboard are still not very proficient, but the uncomplicated chords convey a faint sadness. The coldness in the keys fits into Hugo's voice, without any prelude or anything. Preparation, the sudden break of the silence sounded leisurely, but just a few words of lyrics allowed the irritability in my heart to settle down, and people couldn't help but stop their eyes on Hugo.

Hugo's warm and mellow voice always has an imperceptible magnetic'sex' in the dense night'color', so that the quiet and loneliness of the night slowly exudes the charm of'fascinating' people, and all voices are lost. After the sound, the emotions also lost their liveliness, but they fell silent.

Helena Jenny, the name Hugo came out unconsciously, without any reference to'sex'. It seems to be a name occasionally heard on the side of the road today. It is ordinary and simple, but Hugo hummed it at this time. , But gave the name a different meaning. The lyrics outline the life of this'female' child: she went to California with a tired soul and became the cover'female' man.

Such lyrics have a profound meaning to everyone in the Glory to the Dead band, because the five members, including Hugo, are like this. They have dreams and came to Los Angeles after a bumpy journey, just to realize their dreams. They are "Helena Jenny", to be precise, "Helena Jenny" is everyone who embraces the dream of a star, full of hope, hoping to realize her dream in Hollywood

However, listening to Hugo's softly humming, "But once you change your name, the fragments of your soul will disappear, and now she can hardly recognize herself." The trembling from the heart spread all over the body in an instant, standing In the center of Hollywood, changing a name seems commonplace, just taking a stage name that can please the audience and facilitate the spread, but in Hugo's singing, it makes people realize: When you lose your name At that time, in fact, it was me who was lost, and I was "lost" in the glamorous colors of Hollywood.

When singing this lyrics, Hugo closed his eyes and remembered the movie "Spirited Away", "Once the name is taken away, there will be no way to go home." Xiao Bailong forgot his name, so Left behind in this magical world, he can never go back. At the end of the story, Chihiro finally helped him remember his name. Seeing the Lord Amber early, the little white dragon in the blue sky faded its scales and changed again. Hugo's heart was trembling slightly at that moment when he became a human being.

Hollywood is like the mysterious town where the bathhouse in "Spirited Away" is located. The name is the proof of his existence. But after entering Hollywood, he changed his name and gradually forgot who he was, and then he became the circle. A part of this world will never be able to leave. If it loses its name, it also loses its identity and basis for survival in the original real world.

The fragments of the soul are like the scales of a little white dragon slowly dissipating in the blue sky, so that one day when you look at yourself in the mirror, you don't recognize yourself at all. This is Hollywood, a black 'hole' with colorful 'color', quietly devouring everyone's soul, and then there will never be a way back home.

Hugo's voice was trembling slightly. Although it was just two lyrics, it awakened Hugo's too many thoughts, about himself, about the band, about Joseph, about the future of Hollywood... Is it possible that one day, he will never remember his name, and he will have to be trapped in Hollywood, unable to find a way out.

"The precious rain "dew" will never appear when you need it. You have already won the small game of Hollywood. You have tried to find the "excitement" but found that you are tired."

Hugo's singing slowly danced like fireflies in the "color" of the night. The brilliant light made people unable to remove the eyes, but the light was too weak to dispel the surrounding darkness, as if it would be covered by the dark night at any time. 'Color' is generally swallowed up.

Pedro calmed down. He held his guitar and stood quietly on the spot, only to find that his feet seemed a little weak. He could only leaned back and found the iron sheet of the carriage to support his body. Pedro couldn't understand Hugo's state of mind, but he could understand. He came to Los Angeles full of enthusiasm, hoping to create a world of his own, but the world is not so simple to operate, not to mention the road to realizing his dreams. Countless ups and downs, even if it succeeds, there will still be endless fog waiting for him in the future.

Fujin sat behind the drum set, quietly watching Hugo playing the keyboard. In fact, from a technical point of view, Hugo's keyboard really didn't have much to do with it. It was quite satisfactory, compared to his guitar level. The gap is too obvious; but the melody flowing under Hugo's fingertips is so touching, the emotions of every key and every note are so full and profound.

Fujin remembered a brand new day in his mind. The band he used to have, they were infinitely close to success, but they fell into the sprint stage before they succeeded. What's the reason? On the surface, it seems that the band members are jealous of each other, and the desire for popularity, strength, and attention has been different; but after going deeper, it is actually the law of Hollywood. A brand new day is "lost" in the spotlight of Hollywood, so what about the glory to death?

Fujin looked at Hugo in front of him, lost in thought.

"After a long time, put on your blue'denim' pants again,'girl' child, go home, remember that Hollywood is not America (); after a long time, put on your blue'denim' jeans again "Pants", "girl" boy, go home, remember that Hollywood is not America."

Hugo's voice flew up among the keys of the piano, and the upward dancing notes tore and destroy the emotions, worry,'confused', fear, hesitation, hesitation, sadness, disappointment... the coldness in the melody is in the lyrics Under the catalysis, Hugo performed profoundly and movingly.

Go home, but what if you can't find the way home? Maybe you can only stand in place and look around, at a loss, and then panic and tremble because of loneliness, because of fear, because of fear, then, even if there is more light around you, more cheers, and more popularity, what about it? Without a home, Vanity Fair will never find a way out.

Neil was standing next to the passenger seat of the car, listening to Hugo's mellow voice in the car, his heart was trembling slightly, he was worried, afraid, and even more reflective. Glory to death started from San Francisco and came all the way to Philadelphia. Only the members of the band knew the hardships along the way, and now they have gradually begun to approach success, with the support of loyal fans, the growth of the band's strength, and the With the favor of music agents, the future seems to have become clear, but today Hugo's melody is a great drink, making Neil clearly realize that the real beginning is only after the album is released. What they will face is a more terrifying and cruel world.

In Hollywood, dreams are valuable, but they are not worth mentioning, because in the face of commercial interests, no matter how great a dream is, there is no value. If it is not for the Beatles, not for Michael Jackson, not for Nirvana, if it is not successful Under the heavy pressure of commercial interests, there is no possibility of persistence. Unless you give up, unless you quit, your dreams can only be succumbed in front of life. How many people can truly insist on reaching the end of themselves?

The disappearance of the soul is just a light pinch of the fingers in the palm of that Hollywood giant.

"Oh, yes..." Hugo did not consider the other members of the band at all. He has devoted himself to the creation of the song at this moment. His disappointment and his worry are all clearly expressed in one sentence. For a moment, Hugo thought about it, is it worthwhile to stick to his dream? Or, should he give up his friendship with Joseph, give up the delusion of finding true friendship and love in Hollywood, a vanity fair, and focus on his own work down-to-earth? Hugo didn't know, he didn't know, the infinite 'confusion' was released vividly in a humming.

"People from all corners of the world have gathered here. You can earn a million dollars, but you will lose yourself. You can feel the heat of the crowd but your heart will gradually become colder. They say acting is just a disguise, but What about after the passage of time?"

Alfonso was standing at the 'door' of the room. He just hung up the phone with Joseph. The communication was not effective because Joseph couldn't hear anything at this time. Just when Alfonso was at a loss, he was attracted by Hugo's singing. When he heard the lyrics, tears burst out in an instant. It was not that he was too fragile, but that the lyrics were too direct. It was like a dagger pierced hard in his heart.

"You can earn a million, but you will lose yourself." Alfonso instantly understood the contradiction between Joseph and Hugo, and he also understood Hugo's persistence~www.mtlnovel.com~Ah The reason why Fonso was crying was because he realized that he must be on Hugo's side, because Joseph really seemed to be away from him bit by bit, and he was no longer the closest friend he knew. So, what about the future?

"I know how to do it, I know you can accomplish everything in your dreams"

Hugo's "confusion" gradually dissipated in the singing, he found the direction again and became firm. Yes, Hollywood's big dye vat will make people gradually forget their names and the hardships they have traveled all the way. They can't find a direction in the intoxicating cheers, but all these are just external forces, and it really depends on what the future is going for. Own.

As long as you truly stand firm, as long as you remember your name like Chihiro, as long as you never forget to look back at the path when you came, as long as you don't forget where you started on this path, then the future is still in control In their own hands.

Hugo's singing gradually became firmer, spreading his wings freely among the keyboard sounds, and soaring freely, "Remember that Hollywood is not the United States, Hollywood is not the United States, not the United States."