You continue to watch over me
Time and again,
Even though I ignored you
Even though I was completely intoxicated
And busy
In tasting the poison
I was busy in seeing
That are flickering pleasure
I'm just striving to hurt my heart,
Oh when will I ever learn?
The only dependable person is Krsna,
The only worshipable person is Lotus feet of Srimati Radharani!
But look at me
Making new year resolutions
That I will never fulfil!
Oh how I wish to turn back time
And remind myself the urgency
The need
The desire
That I used to have
That woukd always make me cry
In separation from You!
Oh, I'm lost,
What do I do?
I'm lost.