Chapter 19

"Oh, God, it's just not fair of him

To make me feel this much"-so american

by Olivia Rodrigo

" Lily will you go with us to Christian party" Hannah asked as she leaned to sit on my desk

Her question was the same as do you want to get killed?

Me and Christian never got along since the group project which I forgot to tell you about

HE DID NOTHING IN IT

" No I think I will go to my house"

" You will miss out on alot" Hannah added

" Lily can't help it she hates people" Tiana said that…..I don't hate people I just hate you all

What…No they were My friends….

The damn Nick effect

" Will You go on the trip?" Tiana asked with her sweet cute girl voice

" I don't think tho" I said as I grabbed my backpack and made my way out of the classroom

And like I didn't have enough

I saw Roy

The perfect man

Grades check

Looks check

Manners check

Future check

" Oh lily" He said as he smiled and came over to me

" Roy hi"

" How have you been doing ?"

" Fine a little bit hectic but fine"

" Same here"

" Did you hear about the trip?" I asked trying to make any kind of conversation

" Yes, I think I will go….Will you ?" He asked

" Probably No"

" It will be fun , maybe you should think again"

" Okay , I will see , bye for now" I walked away

Only one thought in my mind

maybe two

1- was Roy always that...MEH

2- was Roy always that...BLAND

This must be the Nick damn Larsen effect !

Roy was supposed to be…..the one

call me crazy for trying to find the one in high-school but the sooner the better

He had everything

Why am I….not liking him anymore….it's not like I ever liked him but….Roy, scholarship, friends , family

The perfect life

You can't afford to get lost now Lily

I saw a motorcycle coming at me

I crossed the street without even looking being too lost in my own thoughts

That's how I die…..I can't even move my feet

I closed my eyes refusing that my last eye contact happens with the man driving the motorcycle

But I felt someone grab me harshly and pull me against his chest , I almost lost consciousness from how hard I hit his chest

The sound of the motorcycle stopping echoing loud in my ears as the driver cursed me saying that if I wanted to kill myself I shouldn't have brought him into it

I opened my eyes softly to look at the man holding me against his chest that was going up and down rapidly

Nick

Nick Damn Larsen

" Are you out of your mind ?!" He shouted at me as he held me in his embrace, his eyes were shaky , breathing heavily , I even think his hands were shaking a little

Is he scared?

Scared…..

" Nick i.."

" Do you plan on killing yourself!?" He shouted at me

" Listen I just"

" I don't want to hear you" He said that with pain as he pulled me into his embrace and sank his face in the crook of my neck

Inhaling my scent

I never knew I had a scent

but definitely Nick liked it

I patted him on the back not knowing what to do…..It wasn't that big of a deal...everyone dies

I looked behind Neck strong shoulder people weren't out of school yet….I got out because I had no classes left

But why was Nick out ?

" Nick…"

" Shhh…let me hug you a little more"

I let him

I hate me when I'm being a cute good girl for Nick

I rarely let anyone touch me

But Nick was an exception

His touch….was different

He wasn't letting go now tho , I tried to push him a little

" Nick"

" Don't push me away Lily Mason" He said with an authoritative tone

" Were you that scared that you might lose me?" I asked sarcastically

I felt his arms tighten around my body like I was his life line or something

" Don't worry I wouldn't have haunted you" I giggled in his chest

He didn't reply

I wasn't funny?

" You are really mean Lily" he said said with a cold tone as I felt his teeth sink in my neck , it wasn't hard enough to hurt but it definitely made me flinch, he moved away ruffling his hair

"What was that for!?" I asked feeling violated by a big puppy

" To remind you to look before you cross the road" He said that as he took my hand in his

" What are you ? a caveman?"

" You kissed my shoulder and no one said anything" he said smirking

Gosh I hate his smirk

" A kiss is different from a bite , I didn't bite you!" I said as I stomped on the ground

" We can call it even then" He leaned closer to me putting his hand on my lower back to prevent me from backing away

" No No I'm…fine" I looked away blushing softly, I hope this asshole doesn't notice

We walked , I didn't ask him where were we going….i didn't think he knew

We just walked

I was walking at a little quicker pace than him, he was like a guard dog walking behind me

his shadow looked intimidating but….he wasn't

He was anything but intimidating

The one who looked scared to death when u almost got hit by a motorcycle

I didn't want to say anything more about that incident because even if I didn't care much if I died today or tomorrow…..i think.i think..he cares

" Lily"

Oh gosh how scared me

" Hmm?"

" Where are you going ?" He asked from behind me

" I thought….I thought you were the one going somewhere"

" No…I was just walking with you, you were walking blindly with me , what if I kidnapped you?"

I laughed , Nick Larsen

Kidnap me

Yeah he would kidnap me and feed me fancy steak and massage my back with fancy oils

"Finding it funny, angel?" He asked as he leaned closer to my face

" Yeah , really funny" I giggled

He stared at my face until I noticed him staring and I stopped giggling feeling shy a little

" What?" I said softly

" You should smile like that more often" He said as he started walking again

" Nobody tells me what I should do….and definitely not you" I said running my hand through my hair trying to calm down my blush

" Yeah….I would never allow anyone to tell you what to do Lily" He said that as he looked into my eyes with the damn eyes of his

" Except me obviously" He said confidently as he pinched my cheeks

Gosh thank you Nick I almost fell in love

" Full of yourself"

" Jealous? wanna be full of me too?" He smirked looking into my eyes

I hate Nick Larsen

" I hate you!"

He chuckled as he continued walking, I just noticed that he was holding my bag the whole time

"Nick…"

" Yes, angel"

" Were you scared I might get hit?" Me and my curiosity

He didn't answer me

I couldn't see his face , he was walking ahead of me

I quicked my pace and i stood in front of him , He was in deep thoughts then he coverd it with his usual smirk

Nick was a big lair

and a good actor

" Were you?" I asked again

" Wanna get ice cream ?"

What?

" Don't change the topic" He rubbed his finger on the bite mark he gave me , shiveres

" Shut up or I will cover you with more bites" He said as he looked at me like I was….someone he cared about

" Caveman"

" No ice cream for you then" He smirked as he begin walking again

" Okay okay wait , i want ice creamm!" I went after him in a hurry

it's always the small things that he does and says….that mess up my mind

The Nick Larsen effect