CHAPTER 42

Y/N'S POV

It could be said that I had become obsessed with the topic of doing things right, and that was leading me to do them wrong. Enid was still as stupidly charming and adorable as always, inviting me to her room to watch movies, get our nails done, listen to music, read, record those absurd videos on tik tok... Anyway, an endless number of activities added to the ones I wanted to do. But personally I couldn't concentrate on anything we were doing, on anything she was explaining to me. And I felt terrible because I got the impression that I wasn't giving her the attention she deserved.

And is that we were quietly enjoying our time together when suddenly my a heat started to take over my body and my eyesight became cloudy. It wasn't that I couldn't see well, on the contrary, I could see too well. I perceived every detail of Enid with total fullness and it made my body get overly excited and my fangs and claws began to grow. I tried to calm down but then with my cloudy eyesight I saw things that I shouldn't see, such as the wolf in underwear or more suggestive outfits. What was happening to me? I needed answers, so I met with Wenny in Jericho.

-Wednesday: You have made me come from Nevermore to Jericho only to prevent Enid from listening to us. It better be a serious matter or I'll stick pins under your nails - she threatened me with a neutral expression on his face.

-Y/N: It's of extreme importance because I have the feeling that I'm losing my mind - I sighed while looking at the drinks menu - I can't concentrate when I'm around Enid.

-Wednesday: I understand you, she always starts dancing to that stupid music in the background and interrupts my hours of writing - she nodded and folded his arms - But I don't understand why that's a serious matter.

-Y/N: Because my body has started playing tricks on me - I leaned over the table to whisper to her - Every time I look at her, I do it indecently.

Wenny stared at me for a few seconds before pinching my cheeks until they were very red and sore. She glared at me while I rubbed my sore face, I didn't understand what was that for.

-Y/N: I'm just asking you for advice because I don't know what to do - I sighed - I want to make things right with her and it seems that the more I think about it, the worse I do - I looked at her - I get a sudden heat and my vision gets blurred, then suddenly I see her in ways I shouldn't and my pulse accelerates excessively. What do you think it is?

-Wednesday: Ugh, how I hate having to put up with this kind of talk - she rolled his eyes - Let's see, silly... These days you've spent a lot of time in the forest and you still haven't realized it.

-Y/N: Realize what? - I asked confused - I thought I had everything under control in the forest. What have I overlooked?

- Wednesday: The change of season, winter has arrived - she said without further ado.

-Y/N: So what? It's getting colder, it's true, but I can't find the relationship to what I've told you.

-Wednesday: It seems to me that you should watch more documentaries about foxes to understand yourself - she made a ball with the paper napkin next to her and threw it at my head - Listen to me, you are going through something completely normal known as... "Heat." Does it ring a bell? - she asked me sarcastically.

-Y/N: But that's not possible, I'm not a fox completely - I said between my teeth - How am I going to have the heat? It's never happened to me!

-Wednesday: You didn't have a partner before, idiot - she said obviating it - I think you should sleep with Enid, then the nonsense will pass. But do it when I'm not present, and make sure you never give me details about something so unpleasant - she made a disgusted face - Oh, and just to make it more interesting... Enid's heat will start in late winter or early spring, so you guys are going to be busy.

I put my hands to my head and pushed my hair back while I made room on the table for the waiter to put down our drinks. Wenny started drinking from hers while she was reading one of her favorite books and I was just trying to calm the sudden anxiety that was growing deep inside me. How was I going to sleep with Enid if we hadn't even had our first date? There was still time for the dance, I didn't want to ruin the first time by a silly warm-up. What if I stayed away from her for a while? That would prevent me from seeing her in such a dirty and impure way. Right?

That could work but then I would feel terrible for ignoring her and I would have caused the she-wolf unnecessary distress. I took my mobile and started researching about the foxes' heat, apparently it lasted between one and six days. In extreme cases, they could last up to three weeks. That would be a problem because it would get together with Enid's, and being the two of us in that state I did not trust in our ability to self-control. Why did that have to happen to me right then and there? I had enough with asking her to create the bond to ask her to calm down the heat on me.

-Wednesday: The ice in your drink is melting - she warned me - Why do you look so worried?

-Y/N: Because I hate this situation! - I complained - I have to form a new bond to erase my mother's and besides now I have to have sex with her. It's too many things at once! - I said maybe too loud making everyone in the cafeteria turn to look at me - Shit, I've screamed too much...

-Wednesday: You're just nervous because it's your first time - she shrugged - But don't worry, Enid is also just as virgin as the oil - she commented - I think you have nothing to be ashamed of.

-Y/N: You don't understand... This situation should not be forced, if we do it has to be because we want - I looked into her eyes - Because we love each other.

- Wednesday: - she rolled her eyes - Sporadic sex is well seen nowadays, Y/N. Don't think about it anymore and just create a good atmosphere that leads you to get what you want so much from her. Don't be old to me - she drank from her coffee - And by the way, the ice has already melted on you.

What if she was right? Maybe I shouldn't think about it so much either, as long as it didn't seem forced and Enid gave me her consent it wouldn't have to be wrong. Right? Ugh! But... What if she told me that we should wait until we have a couple of dates?! I was going to go crazy! Unconsciously I began to scratch my neck from nerves and to adjust my clothes because suddenly I felt hot. Then Wednesday took my drink and threw it in my face making me come back to reality.

-Wednesday: This is funny, your body has reacted to the presence of Enid - she smiled burlesquely and looked through the window - She just walked into that store with Yoko. If you want to return to the academy without me seeing you, this is your chance.

-Y/N: - I nodded nervously - Let's pay and come back, I have to prepare myself mentally for what is about to happen.