Goodbye...

{WARNING: SEXUAL THEMES AND SUCH.}

Before I knew it, I arrived at Crovera's prison. Crovera had called me and told me that her execution day was two days from then and that her final request was granted as long as I agreed to it. She had called asking for help. So that I would listen to her. Although I'd have come running if she had asked me to get her something.

"Hey, hey are you okay?" I asked her, she nodded and embedded her head in my chest. "It's okay, you're okay," I whispered in her ear. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry," she said, tears flowing down her pretty face. Her execution was going to happen at some point, she had been spared for eight years already, and it couldn't wait any more.

In our city, there is something called the "Final Wish" program for prisoners who are about to be executed. If it's reasonable and any parties involved agree, then it will be done. Her wish was different than the one anybody else would choose.

"I wished that we could spend the night in my cell together," Crovera revealed, shocking me. However, the warden agreed as long as we were supervised, which meant it was my choice. "I'll tell her that it's fine with me," I told her as I stroked her hair.

*Warden's office.*

"I agree to Crovera's last wish," I told the warden as I entered her office. "All right, grab two of the guards on your way out though, I don't want you getting injured after all," the warden told me with a creepy smile, but her face said she was sincere. 

On my way out, I grabbed two of the guards, honestly not paying attention to who they were. Shortly after I grabbed them, I met up with Crovera in her cell, she was beautiful. The light reflected off her face, and it blended perfectly with her dark hair. "You look gorgeous," I said from behind her, startling her.

The guards waited outside the cell when I entered, and she looked at me angrily for scaring her. "And you are still the worst at flirting," she retorted as she wrapped her arms around me. "I'm glad you can tolerate me then," I responded as we kissed each other.

Our fourth kiss had finally happened. Although the circumstances could have been much better. She tasted sweeter than before, instead of like a peach, she tasted more like a mango.

Suddenly she broke off the kiss and wiped a tear away. "Are you okay?" I asked her worried. "Yeah, everything is just fully setting in," she responded, wiping away another tear with her orange sleeve. "Judgment day is in 34 hours!" one of the guards yelled out, probably because she was annoyed by our banter. 

"I'm sorry, I took too long to save you," I muttered. I finally understood everything, she was not a monster, nor was I. We were made for each other, the journeys we had in our lives were so we would be closer. That is what I want to say, instead, I think neither of us was a monster. Society was the monster.

Hearing me tell her that I was sorry for not saving her, she threw me down onto the bed and kissed me again. "You've saved me more than enough already," she said, before reuniting our lips again. When our lips parted, all I could ask was, "What are you doing?"

"Shut up, I need this," she responded, taking off the top piece of my suit. It didn't take very long before we were both nearly completely naked. I silently thanked god that we were alone in the prison wing, well aside from the sleeping guards. 

Shortly after we kissed again, we both lay in the bed naked, our bodies had fully united as one. "Y-You're a virgin?" I asked panting. It turned out that we were both inexperienced.

Skimming over the rest of that night, we both learned many things about each other as our bodies crashed together.

In the morning, we both washed each other off. Although at night she passed out from exhaustion and I had to put her clothes on for her.

Lots of different things happened during the day, but some of the most memorable ones were, the embarrassed looks from all the guards when they made eye contact with me, I didn't think Crovera was that loud, but maybe I was mistaken. Another was me having to ask the security guard if she would please delete the footage from Crovera's cell last night, it was hard to explain.

The most memorable was Crovera's last meal request. It was for free pizzas to be given out for free. Which I forced- I mean persuaded the prison to do.

Then her final hours began the next morning. She was allowed to choose whether or not her victim's families to watch, oddly enough she agreed for them to watch her die. We chatted for a good while on top of that, she accepted that she would die, but insisted I read a letter she had given me in front of everyone AFTER she was executed.

Not long after that, I saw her strapped to a hospital-ish-looking bed, needles attached to her. "Death by lethal injection," I thought, I wanted to cry. But nothing came. "I love you," she said in tears, those were her last words. I said it back, but she didn't hear me. It was a shitty end for her, she killed to survive, and now she had to die for it.

"Goodbye…" I muttered. So per her request, I read the letter aloud. It was a sincere apology to everyone, and her describing the torture some of the people put her through, and even more apologies. Everyone who heard it all cried, including me. She left a specific note for me on the front, it was a proclamation of love and apologizing for manipulating me at first.